Sorry and I'm actually the lucky one! =)

Childhood, parents and family had became our topic of dinner just now. I was so emotional when talking about my so called "no-childhood" and frankly, this had made my day went even worse as I wasn't in mood since morning and this topic brought my day to the hell actually. I decided to go for a night jog, to calm myself down, to spend my "quality time" with only music, stars and winds. Well, it did make me feel better =) 

After came back from jogging, I had a random thought to browse through blogger and was reading cousin's post about family (even though it was just a few sentences) and it is enough to make me feel sorry for what I've just said with friend. How dare I just say I have no wonderful childhood just because of him? I should have been glad for what I have all this while but not that particular few years without him. I should have to learn forgive and forget, forget all the unhappiness and keep all the happiness well. With this, all the happy moments when I was young actually coming back. I should remember how mum, grandma and all the aunties and uncles love me n sister like we both siblings are their own children. I am sorry because mind was occupied by negativity and that's why everything seem being amplified. I should amplify my happiness being in this family indeed xD

Seriously, I'm really lucky and blessed that I'm born in this big happy family. They are always my motivation to work harder for me to-be-bright-future. Anyway, I miss home real badly at this moment. Can't wait to go home to see all my old ladies and uncles. I miss every single one of them, I miss our family gathering! T.T

I guess sis and cousins actually can read my mind, they celebrated father's day and aunt's birthday when I wasn't around and they whatsapp and tagged me in fb. Oh well, so mean yet lovely! 

 

my most beloved group of woman with our beloved "king" in house xD
They are not only my elderly but my advisers, my motivators and my good friends!
Well, although most of the time, I feel you all are so nagging but deep in my heart, I-know-what!
Old ladies, I miss you all nehhh~~!! T____T
The most epic part of this photo definitely the charming smile of grandpa! Awww, love it! <3

Lesson of the day,
Don't let negativity occupied you, but let positivity in!
To forgive and forget is one of the wonderful things in world.
Always be grateful with what we have but not staying in what we've lost~! :D

Say bye to 2012, say hi to 2013 :)

It is the last day of 2012, many people is actually doing self-reflection, so do I! I was reading the post that I've posted on 1/1/2012,I was begging 2012 to be good and Thank GOD,voice heard! 2012 was fantastic! I believed it is much much more fruitful than 2011 :)

Let's the pictures tell the stories :P

1. My dearests

No one can live without friends ♥ They are still the group of pretties who I precious the most in 2012.

We named ourselves as GMF, there are a lots of people actually asking what is mean by GMF? And we used to answer people "oh well, that's our secret" xD  Our friendship was built since semester one when we were all in YAB. I still remembered how this group being formed, all the scenes how we created this name for our group are still very fresh in my mind, it is like just happened a few days ago. No matter what is going to happen in the coming half years. I swear to the GOD, all the moments spending with GMF will be one of the best memories I would keep till my last breath ♥

Oh ya, another remarkable incident in past one year was, we have added one more member into GMF family, our dearest Cloey! She is sooooooooooooo cuteeeee ♥

2. Squash 

Was being selected as Vice President of Squash Club for term 2012. Thanks seniors giving me the chance to have this honor to hold the post, I didn't fulfill my promise as I didn't put much effort on it. Whatever it is, my term passed and new team has just formed. I believed my little ones are able to bring Squash Club to a higher level :) 

TLDM camp  2012 , I was Vice Director of this project and it was the first project after holding the position as Vice President. Spent my 3days2nights with this group of energetic people at Lumut, Perak. Great one! =D

Not to say how much I love playing squash but time spent with them definitely the things that I precious. They are one of the reason I stayed till the end.
Thanks guys for the unlimited support and understandings ♥

3. AIESEC

Putting AIESEC as the last because I know I have a lot to write about, for this awesome journey :) let's see! =)

Integration Team, my FIRST AIESEC family. 

I've gained many "first" in this journey! =) My very first time organized events/activities for foreigners, my ever first time to talk with people in English in a long conversation, I've met my first international friend, I've conducted event, spoke in front of people, WITH ENGLISH (which I never know I can do this).. Besides, they gave me the experience of how a team argued and bonded again within the shortest time. People used to take things for granted, they will only start appreciate when the moment will never come back again. This is one of the lesson I've learned in IT journey. Thanks IT giving me a lots of good memories and gave me the chance to try a lots of new things. Thanks for everything. 

"Once a team, always a team" is the BEST description for us ♥ Seriously, I miss them!

FIRST National Conference at UKM :) 

FIRST Hong Kong friend, Dolly ♥

FIRST Organizing Committee Experience! =) 

However, the most remarkable one in 2012 definitely is being selected into Management Team 12/13 of AIESEC in UUM! I NEVER REGRET for making this decision to further my AIESEC journey by joining this big family!

This is where our MT journey started! Transition Camp =)

Management Team 2012/13, 28 of us ♥

This is the normal one, let's see the next one! :DD

Oh yeah, we work hard, play hard! That's us! =D

There is too much to say about this team! :P I conclude it as the BEST team that I have ever been! T.E.A.M simply means Together Everyone Achieve More! Dear teammates, half term passed and yea we have to work much more harder to achieve our dreams and goals together so we are able to have a WONDERFUL ENDING for our term! I have my own goal to be achieved in my MT journey and I have achieved some of them and on my way to achieve the rest, how about you? =P TOP GUN LC? I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT because 27 of us are in ONE! NO ONE CAN BEAT US DOWN ♥

NEXT!! 

I saw this quote few days ago and the people in the upcoming photos definitely are the proven ones!  For the first sentence! ♥

They were strangers for me in 2011, but they meant a lot to me in the past few months and will always do! ♥ In any kind of situation, both of them give me a lot of "invisible motivation" to move on. Setting our photo as lappie's wallpaper is enough to motivate me. How could I give up the tasks on hand when working with passionate people like them? =) We share everything no matter happiness, sadness, worries or even private stuffs. Our topic can be very wide, we not only talk about AIESEC, we talk everything and yea we trust each other! I would say, we are not only teammates but friends for life! ♥ It is the wisest decision I've made to be in this team =P

OF COURSE NOT FORGOTTEN, MY BEST COMPANION OF THIS JOURNEY! ♥ 

With the companion of them, this tough yet fruitful journey become much more meaningful! It tights us even harder, links our hearts even closer ♥ I think I wouldn't walk till this stage if without the companion of them. They gave me a lots of courage, supports, advises and LOVE all this while. I believe, together we will walk till the end! :)
Nothing much to say but THANKS BABES AND LOVE YOU GIRLS DEEP DEEP! ♥

Last but not least, a little sharing here about my MOST unforgettable moment of the year : EGM4 of AIESEC in UUM! I would take this as my BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT in year 2012 although I failed the interview but this experience is much more than that. I had never imagined I could do this. Believe or not, I personally feel that I've gained more than just a position. I had my 1st self-discovery after my VoC, burst into tears because unable to digest the facts that I've found out about myself and had my most demotivated moment, I was about to give up everything by that time. I wiped the tears off and moved on again =) Self-discovery somehow it is really a scary one! But, without that you will never grow up, you will never know what kinda person are you. If you yourself don't even know "who are you" then that is something much scarier :) I had my most painful experience because of this but I still glad that I took up the challenge and went till the last stage. Thanks those who gave me courage and unlimited supports. Thanks guys! ♥

I WANT A DARING ADVENTURE! =)

Do not ask why I love being in AIESEC, do not ask why am I so passionate in AIESEC
Because even I myself do not know the answer. I just simply do! 

Many of them said this picture is weird, my smile is funny.
For me, this is the most natural smile of mine and you can only find it in my AIESEC journey! ♥

If you are asking me what is my new year resolution, that is only one :_ 

STRIVE FOR EXCELLENT!! 

I won't ask 2013 to be good to me but please be challenging!!
I am ready for all the challenges! =)

People, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ♥

Precious experience with their LOVES!

I have forgotten when was my last post, sorry readers for not update frequently. *guilty*

Previously, I used to say "well, nothing special.............." but today, different!
I have something very special to share =)
It might be very long, be patient with me. I need this platform to say something to all my love ones! <3

Executive Board 12/13 opened for application, the 4th EGM in @ UUM. Took up the challenge applied for VP NCR with my limited knowledge in that department. Used few days to fill in my manifesto, clicked SEND with my extremely fast hearbeat LOL, prepared for the Vote of Confidence (VoC), went to VoC, sitting in front of the hall and being questioned by people *I still remembered those scenes : this question specially address to Jia Wei lols*, went to interview and finally got the result today. *What's the result? Be patient, you will know it soon xD*

I had my most demotivated moment after VoC, not because of the votes of against *I believed many people guess it was because of this but seriously, NO*. Nothing to be hidden, everyone knows I was so emo after the VoC, because I discovered something about myself during this journey esp during the Q&A session. Not because I scared of the questions but yea, it did revealed "hidden-me" more and more and I myself can't even digest it *I hope to keep THE THING as secret hehe* I would say, self-discovering is something superbly cruel, it's just like those hidden thing that revealed in sudden and make people can't even digest. Some of you might noticed my emo-ness, seriously it was because I can't digest the things I've discovered about myself in this short while. After that, "not-going-to-interview" did crossed my mind, talked to few who I trusted and thanks to them who encouraged me to move forward and I'm glad that I DECIDED TO MOVE TILL THE LAST STAGE! *wanna clap hand and shout so proud of you right? LOLL SS*

Today, result of EB 12/13 application announced, as expected not being chosen. I get ready for the worse situation before I went to interview. So, actually now everything is just fine for me. I still remembered what our "superwomen" said during the 1st day of Individual Assessment "As an interviewer, we must make the best decision for the candidates" Yea, I trust on current EB, I believed this is the best decision you guys made for me. No worries, as I said I'm not losing anything, indeed I've gained the precious experience ever. I would say, RUNNING FOR @ UUM's 4TH EGM IS THE WIDEST DECISION I'VE EVER MADE! =) 

Specially thanks to my 3 most beloved babes! You girls are my best companion ever in this journey! ♥ thanks you girls so much for all the loves and supports. 

AND of course, this group of awesome people! My new formed big family! ♥

Hey people, thanks for all the lovely and warm msgs, no worries, I'm really fine! =)
LOVES, HUGS, WARM MSGS, SUPPORT from you guys made my day! *tears* =')
Still the same, I love this big family VERY MUCH and very proud to be part of MT 12/13!
As what Selena said, lets make our term the most Gemilang one! 
I believe we all can make it! =)

LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥


*If I can dream it, I can do it. YES! I DID IT!*

holiday part 2 :P

...continue

Well, had an awesome trip with few of my babes. 8 of us traveled around KL for 3days2nights. We have been to Serdang (Eng's house : the place we stayed for 3days), went to Shopping around Pavilion area. We went to Bukit Tinggi and I-city on the second day. Anyway, I'm not writing down much words, let the photos tell you how enjoyable was our trip :P

outside Pavilion, 1st photo of the trip  *if I'm not mistaken xD*

After shopped for whole day, what we did after shopping?

Dang Dang Dang Dang!! 

steamboat!!! Yummmyyyyyyyyy

we don't mind if the food luxury enough, we don't mind if the restaurant 5stars?
What we mind is, if there a place for us to sit down and have dinner together!
Havin dinner together with them was great, full of joy. Laughable night! xD

SECOND DAY

yesh, squeezed into one photo! :P
1st station of day 2 : Bukit Tinggi, "Japanese Village" 

my pretties ♥

that's us, always do something crazy like nobody's business! xD
Be as crazy as we can when we're young! ♥

next stop : "France Village" ♥

it was raining, too bad >.<

ss all the while, must make use of good front camera ma xDD

btw, look like star, isn't? muahahahah *beh paiseh*

LIKE THIS! Superbly RIGHT ANGLE! ♥

After this, we drove all the way pi Klang to have bak kut teh as dinner before heading to I-City :P

not bad taste :P

I-City, here we go!!! :D

and yea, I was trying to spoil the pic uh?? Hahah..
See, how happy they are when being tightly hugged by me xDDD

last day, before they heading back to respective hometown, 

Had second round shopping at One Utama..
Never get bored of shopping, GIRLSSSS lolsss

SS-ing at toilet before going back respective home, why people like to take picture at toilet ya?
Come on, we just make use of the big mirror there, okay. xPP

p/s : I'm still waiting more photos being uploaded by Eng.. hehe.. She is too busy, I think :P

Anyway, this was the one and only vacation of mine during this long semester break but yesh that's enough for me :P and soon, I'm going back to meet up with them. There is only ONE MORE YEAR LEFT for us to stay together at UUM, I will appreciate every single moment when be with them ♥

holidays

Well, I'm having 2 months long sem break now and it gonna end soon. I'm heading back to the place I familiar with, the place with very nice environment, place with lots of CUTE monkeys =.= yea, in 2 weeks time T.T + =) *complicated feeling*
 

So, how is my holiday so far?
Well, my holiday is just so happening. Attended NatCon and LCPM once the holiday started. After that went to DA's meeting. DA stands for Dutch Ambassadors, met with 2 intelligence and cute guy from The Netherlands =) 

 

here they are, Guy and Rahat! =))

Both of them, one same age with me while another one younger than me 2 years old but guess what, they are very professional when giving us lesson! We did learnt alot from them, any questions that we pop-ing out randomly, they can answer us on the spot and tried their very best to clear our doubts and help us in improving our LC's performance. Had some great time with them and seriously thanks you guys so much! Hope to meet you guys again in somewhere =) 

part of memories :D

1st session : introduction :)

another session : 

writing down 1st impression toward teammate, to see how people perceive you. 

Kind of receiving feedback =)

Professional Grooming session =)

Anyway, had some tough time when mum entering hospital after fainting down at home. That's the time I truly understand how important she is to this family, I'm freaking afraid of losing her. Was at Penang when receiving call from sis and tears dropped automatically. I have been knowing she is so so important for this family but this time I truly felt that it is much much more important than what I've imagined. Love you mummy, please take good care yourself! I'm stepping out from uni soonnnnnn, your burden can be reduced very very soon. 

Although it is in holiday but I'm still working for @ stuffs. That's the fantastic part of @, I would say. It will never stop operating no matter where you are, what season is that. That's the thing that linking us to @, to the team all the time! And yea, I believe everyone of us is enjoying doing that. Having double portfolio currently, it is challenging but yea, I never regretted making such decisions. I'm creating much experiences than others uh? Yea, COMM and NCR are totally different things, dont even have overlap in between. That's what I wanted to learn. hehe.. Looking forward our 1st Recruitment Drive as well as arrival of my 1st batch of interns =)))

Others than that, was helping mum working and worked as part time for few days as well. Working life is dull somehow especially promoter work, I don't mind to serve customers, at least there is something for me to do. I hate there is no customer and I'm standing there don't know what to do, it's hell time and it's kinda wasting time yea. 9 hours per day, if I'm sitting at home, I may spamming 300 mails for potential EPs d. LOLL

Well, my stories of holiday will be continued after having trip with few of my babes next week, yea, we will be meeting up so soon to travel around at KL, CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT!! WOOHOO =)) *stay tuned!*

 

my new formed big family ♥

Just attended National Convention 2012 last week. I was one of the Organizing Committee (OC) as well as a delegate. The best conference experiences I ever had, being an OC and delegate at the same time ain't easy, but what I can say is, I gained more than others. It was not a short journey, started all the preparation works for this Convention since early of the sem after being selected into the team. All the moments with my awesome teammates, the time we working hard together would be part of my awesome memories in my AIESEC journey! I've learnt a lot throughout the entire process from the people in the team! Thanks people! =) not forgotten, thanks MCs for the awesome sessions in the Convention as well, gained alot of knowledge about own dept, about others dept and know AIESEC much much more better now! =) I'm proud to be an AIESECer ♥

I'm not going in deep what happened in NatCon2012 =) the main purpose of this post is to talk about my new formed big family -- AIESEC LC UUM MT12/13 ♥

From Pre-NatCon till post-NatCon, there were around 10days that we all spent together. ALL THE TIME. Stick to each other almost ALL THE TIME. Yea, others people perceived us as not sociable, maybe we used to stick to each other, yea cant deny that we shall expand our network by talking with people around as well but what I want to say is, because of this stick-together-all-the-time had eventually build up our strong bonding. I have a very strong sense of belonging in the team. NatCon 2012 made me realized how much I love this big family ♥ Appreciate every moment we've spent together especially "that-crying-like-hell-night" LOL! I had NEVER imagine I can be such close with some of them, almost whole team, I would say xD

I was so surprised and happy when listening the comments that you all given to me in one of the sessions, thanks everybody, I know myself better through you all! =) Because of NatCon2012, our heart linked even closer now, we are in one direction toward the same goals!

Dear my beloved teammate, lets keep the high spirit till the end of the term and strive the best to achieve our goals! I believe that we all can do it! =))

Here we go, LC UUM MT12/13 =)

 

Can you feel how close are we from this pic? ♥

yesh! We are COMMers! ♥

 HIAO! :P
*We work hard and play hard as well!*

and this girl, I'd NEVER imagine we could be such close one day.
My new-found crazy buddy! :P

 again, 3 out of 4 only! Im looking forward the FULL-4-OF-US! ♥

of course not forgotten my beloved OC family! I love them as well!

Thats all for my update =) Lastly, I AM SUPERBLY SATISFY with my current life because of these people and enjoying what I'm doing now for the organization! Will try my best to contribute as much as I could just because I BELIEVE ON IT! ♥