hope always end with disappointments

Yea, I suppose many people will agree with me that hope always end with disappointments. =(


for example :_
** I hope I can score well in STPM but the result was disappointed me :(
** I hope I can get my favourite course but the result was disappointed me 
 (btw, I satisfied with my current course..^^)
** I hope we're still can keep the awesome relationship but its disappointed me :(
** I hope to get some ♡ from you but YOU disappointed me :(
** I hope I can know YOU more but YOU(fate) disappointed me :(
** I hope I can do well in my studies but seem I am the one who disappointed myself
** I hope it can be a great presentation, yet the result was disappointed me :(
** I did put some hopes on YOU but YOU were disappointed ME 
** They did put some hopes on ME but I'd disappointed THEM 
** YOU did put some hopes on HIM but HE'd disappointed YOU


By the way , I found a quote who I myself think that it's quite meaningful "You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try".. yea, no doubt that "never try, never know" but how many people can really bear with the disappointments..? I dare no one can really bear with it. Anyway, life is short , we should try everything that we think that WE SHOULD TO DO SO. We may be tougher/stronger/more mature from those disappointments. 

appreciate ♥

I  do  appreciate  IT

IT  means  a  lot  to  me

thanks  God  giving  me  THIS..!! 

keep  it  on, don't  let  anything  spoil  IT  ya..

LOVE..!! ♥

I ♥ Jay

Jay Chou's having his concert in Malaysia these 2 days. I'm sad that can't attend it , its such a waste , I missed a chance to enjoy this awesome concert. Haix, all because of I was worrying that today may have marching or integration for my ko-k but wth today's ko-k CANCELLED....!!! FATE..!! >___<


So damn imbalance and envy when seeing my friends posted his concert's pictures..T___T
Anyway, wait for next time ba..hmm, to show my support and spirit will always be with him, I've changed my fb's profile pic, my handphone's wallpaper and laptop's wallpaper, ALL ARE JAY CHOU~~~♥♥ hehe..   **sound crazy uh...? but I ♥ him..^^ **

woa~~~if my bf is a piano player then how great it is..:P

cute~~~♡♡

yeng~~~♥♥

cool~~~♥♥

man~~~♥♥

as my laptop's wallpaper d...hehe

yeap, my fb's latest profile pic..♥♥

love Jay till the max~~♥♥

To cure my sadness for today, I will only play his songs whole day.. His songs always give me motivation especially on these stressful days..LOL..!!  For my friends who going to attend his concert, enjoy till the max ya..it will be a awesome show..!! ♥♥

falling in love ♥♥

I suppose that everyone has experienced how does it feel when you falling love to somebody ^^


People find love everywhere , on line , in the office ,through friends or just bumping into a stranger down the street and have the chemistry of falling in love at first sight. Finding love and falling in love is not easy especially true love which gives you so much pleasure and also pain at times with all the emotional up and down , a person have to go through by falling in love.Then again is an experience that does not happen everyday , you can love someone but you are not in love with them so if you happen to find someone to fall in love with , then you are lucky to have experience the feeling of falling in love. The adrenaline of your heart beating and rushing and making you feel alive. If without the feeling of love then you will always feel something is missing and your heart is empty.


Falling hopelessly in love is overwhelming and just swept a person totally off their feet. They could not control how they feel and that strong feeling of love just overflow all over , you can see it in their eyes , they sparkle with love . They just look so happy and beautiful because of love. Their physical appearance changes so much and you cant help wondering why they look so different , the glow of happiness wrote all over their face. These are all signs of someone falling in love and feeling love in their heart. Love have given them this new aura and they are projecting it out from within , the happiness of being in love. That special person just make them feel alive and they feel they could conquer the world. *yea, this is the power of LOVE*

I miss YOU..sigh..!! >__<

sorry, I wont love you anymore

Read  through  a  post  at  facebook  with  tittle  "sorry, I  wont  love  you  anymore". When  I  was  reading  this  post , my  heart  was  seem  like  been  stabbed  by  hundreds  of  needles. (I  do  have  this  kind  of  feeling  is  because  it's  totally  indicates  what's  in  my  mind  recently.) 
No  doubt  that,

 "the  greatest  pain  that  comes  from  love  is  loving  someone  you  can  never  have".. I  shouldn't  believe  that  there's  still  some  possibilities  between  us. It's  so  silly..!! >____<

Anyway, I  do  miss  HIM  these  few  days  instead  of  you..sigh..!!

 It's  a  good  sign. wee~~~I'm enjoying the feeling of being secret admirer..:P

keep  it  on, Miss  Yap/Yuyu (new  name.muahaha..38 betui~~xD) 

You  can  do  it..=)  

stress!!!!

Can't really stand with this kind of life =(

assignments, homeworks, mid-terms and many others stuffs are driving me crazy

It's stress...!!

Anyway, I'd rather playing my lame joke everywhere 

instead of showing my stressful look.

Life still have to go on no matter you happy with it or not.

why not we choose a happy way, right..? 

(self-comforting =.=)

Was calling home just now, kinda miss home and it was the 1st time I called home at afternoon (normally call at night..hehe).. 

No choice , suddenly miss home so badly..!!! >___<

Anyway, lovely mummy did warmed my heart.♥

Me:" Mummy arrr~~~I'm stress..!! lot of things to do..!! I wanna back home..!!"

Mummy:" aiya, never mind la, don't give yourself too much stress, ok..? do it one by one lo. You can do it geh..take some break and remember to eat arr.." 

**tear dropping ='(**

 I can feel the love come from few hundred mile~~~♥♥

='(

MPP spring festival 2011♡♡

The nth events in our semester2-- MPP spring festival 2011..
It was the 1st time all of us join the same event night that held in UUM, such a "big gang"..Great..!! I love the feeling when "jungle babes's gang" gather together just because the feeling of loneliness will never come when all of us to be together~~♥♥

once after we get downed from bus~~some missing d~~suppose 11 of us..

groupie 1~~♥

groupie 2~~♥

groupie 3~~♥

OMG...!! we did this like nobody business~~many people looking on us actually..

but who's care..??? as long as we happy with it...wakakaka

"千手观音"xD

4 of us "mo qi shi zhu"..white shirt..!! ♥

with Jyuin babe~~both of us look so short in this picture but yet I like it..!!♥

I look so lame here and did u guys see TAYAR...??!!! ISH~~~

yea, here it is...!! 11 of us~~~♥♥ 

but still not complete yet , Sk and K.Eng babes didn't join us..=(

inside the DMS~~was being camera sensors non-stop..:P

some of our tickets~~nice ticket uh...? xD

with our baobei~~~♥♥

I like this pic..^^

♥♥♥

Did enjoyed the night with jungle babes and not forgotten to congratz all the MPP spring fest's committees and all the performers..you guys did a good job..!! Its worth we paid RM5 to join you guys..well done..=)

##I don't remember how we happened to meet each other. 

I don't remember who got along with whom first. 

All I can remember is all of us together...always.##

♡♡