letting go

"Guess every girl goes through the same stage, cries over a guy. The only thing that matters here is whether he's worth your tears. Sometimes, letting go might be the key to recover but not holding on. Persisting blindly isn't going to help the situation."

coincidently saw this status on my friend's facebook, has just told one of the babes I will let go him this afternoon. Imma serious this time! From the conversation recently, got a very strong feeling that he's really not the one and it's really not worth for me "wasting" so much time on him since I am clearly know that there wont be any possibilities between us, it's time to wake up! Yea, I know it is the thousand times I'm saying wanna to let go but always fail at the end but this time SERIOUSLY! Believe or not, I really meant it :)

I've posted in the previous previous post "holding tight and not to let go just because I'm afraid of loneness and emptiness" but I'm sure that a bundle of friends and babes is enough to cure my loneness and emptiness. Anyway, I will still holding tight the friendship bond between us. I appreciate it and hope you do so :)   

ANTI-FACEBOOK!

Have been home for 4days , gonna back to jungle the day after tomorrow! But what the hack I've done here..? hmm, 2 chapters for each of management and transportation was my target, it's a STUPID TARGET actually cz I should have done even more before I back to jungle but still, I can't achieve it!! *guilty-ing* >.<

Facebook-ing and being pig have been my "A-MUST" stuff everyday! The serious issue here is that, BEING PIG FOR MORE THAN 12 HOURS E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y! GOSH!! I am pig without doubt!

*you can sleep as much as you want after final leh noobie!* @_@

After this post, I will keep my broadband into my bag till the day I back jungle 

*I still need my lappie for playing songs and dictionary, thats why ^^*

GO GO GO MISS YAP! jiayouuuu!! AZA AZA FIGHTING!! =)

insomnia

GMRF!! It's 3:30am now but I am still awake! Imma mentally and physically exhausted actually but I can't fall sleep yet!! When facing the book feel damn sleepy but when lying on the bed become damn energetic! Holding note while lying on the bed tend to use this method to get myself falling sleep easily but FAILED then since no matter how hard I've tried yet cant sleep so, tend to "boil my movie" but what the hack headache when facing laptop wo then I should thanks GOD right? mean I can off to bed d but wtf YET CAN'T SLEEP after off my laptop! Then, we normally can "sleep well" after meals right so, I took some breads and biscuits but still..........................!! WHAT THE HACK ACTUALLY HAPPEN??!!! ARGHHH!!!! GMRF..!!! >.<

I WANNA SLEEP LA PLEASE~~~!!! CLOSE EYE AND SLEEP TIGHT!! >.<

27/4/2011

HOME ♥

MISSING ♡

 BARKED BY NEW CUTE PET!! @_@

SLEEPING TIME ^^

ENJOYED FOOD FROM LOVELY MUM ♥

SNEEZING NON-STOP!! >.<

DIFFICULTY BREATHING  ='(

NEW PET BEEN MOVED FROM HOUSE!! =.="

SLEEP AGAIN!! zzz 

STILL, SNEEZING NON-STOP!!  >.<

STUDY =)

CAN'T CONCENTRATE AT ALL!! =(

MOVIE, FACEBOOK AND BLOGGER!! T.T

WHAT THE HACK!! >.<"

"ALL GIRLS" Penang 2D1N trip ♥♥

Went to Penang again with jungle babes, another sweet memories with babes ♥

1st station : dinner at Straits Quay@Kaffa

we needed 6 tables~~too big gang of us..hehe

camera time while waiting others to finish their meals.. :P

Am I cute..? Definitely!! hahaha

after acting CUTE , EMO pulak..ish!! xD

before heading to Gurney =)

2nd station : Gurney--movie @ sing K time

movie gang~~ 

VS 

sing K gang~~

 I was in sing K gang too..hehe

backed to hotel after respective activities

I really no idea what's these 4 babes doing there lo~~LOL!!

we rock our life with our own way ♥

full of DOMO!

was giving this cute babe a belated birthday surprise. 

she was sad when most of us didn't celebrate with her during her birthday..hehe..

we purposely wan ma..I can feel that she's so happy with what we did for her on that day :)

2nd day--DIM SUM and kek lok si

yummy~~~highly recommend this because IT'S CHEAP AND NICE!! :)

Nice Penang view from here :)

all of us with Guan Yin Liang Liang 

nice picture, 15 of us but it's not complete!! 

suppose 16 of us but Jyuin babe went back home d >.<

Car 1--Myvi♥Car2--Wira♥Car3--Myvi

xD

next station : TAO cuisine

SUPERB NICE!! HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! =)

It would be much more worth than Tenji or Jogoya..LOL

I'm pretty sure that OMG will be the 1st word that come out from you guys right?!

"I FORCED to do so"!!! >.<"

last station--1st Avenue~~we just managed to take 1 pic and it's in toilet! 

rushing of time :P

RANDOMLY ♥ 

LOVE this picture till the max

mun, this would be the best pic that we ever taken~~♥

when I selected pictures to edit only I realised that we captured the same style of picture at different time, different room with different people leh~~LOL

♥♥

P/S : to my dear Jyuin, SPY, Yookies and Princess! I did enjoyed along the journey we backed from Penang to UUM. The "singing session" has made me feel so warm and relax! Like what I've said in the car, how I hope the journey back to UUM can be longer..hehe

By the way, too all babes, thanks for making this trip successful especially my dear Sel who arranged everything for us! thanks babes! looking forward the next trip with u gals ♥

♥A friend is like a rainbow. They brighten your life when you've been through a storm ♥

thanks gals ♥

was superb down last night, lost control once again,

didn't plan to find anyone of you, 

not intend to let anyone of u know it actually

because I did not need an ear nor a shoulder at that time

I just need some time to calm down

but you gals were beside me coincidently after all

(some even donno what happen to me actually..but GREAT TIMING~~LOL)

3 of you, the most precious, best friend of mine 

thanks gals!! I did enjoyed the "talk" last night!

awesome feel ever~~

love you gals~~~♥♥

♥A faithful friend is the medicine of life♥

我，想家了

怎么了？我，竟然想家了。

如果，这个星期四不是去槟城，而是南下吉隆坡。

那，或许我现在的心情会不一样。

一段陈年旧事的述说，

勾起我打电话回家的冲动，

一段网路行孝影片，

勾起我对您对大家的思念，

原来我，会细说往事至心痛到不行

原来我，会对之前年少无知的所做所为感到如此的懊悔

原来我，也会想家，想到眼泪不知觉得落下

原来我，也知道家是最棒的，妈妈是最疼爱我的

我只想说，我真的想家了！

我要回家！