那些年

《那些年》这三个字应该是近期最红的字了吧。

不好意思的说句，本小姐还没看这部戏呢。*惭愧中*

但是，这三个字让我想起了很多很多的《那些年》

那些年，我过地很开心因为我还不认识外面的世界

那些年，我开始和外面的世界有接触了，我生活所有所有的认知，领悟都是从那些年开始！

那些年，我开始为了朋友而哭，为了朋友而顶撞妈妈

那些年，我开始明白什么叫“权力”而我也在我的努力下而得到了那少少所谓的“权力”

那些年，我和“她”吵架了。我生命中的第一个好朋友，我们竟然为了一个男生而冷战了一年

那些年，我明白了原来那就是所谓的“朋友”

那些年，我认识了七个“好姐妹”，她们带给我很多美好的回忆但是我们的友谊是多么的短暂

那些年，我认识了另一班朋友，一班在我生命里留下很深脚印的朋友。

那些年，我们深交  我们一起闹  一起奋斗  一起哭  一起笑

那些年，也是我开始看到什么叫“明争暗斗”是他们让我明白这世界不是我想象般简单

那些年，我情不自禁地对“某人”着迷而这情不自禁一花就花了我三年多，结果是零但没关系

那些年，我与“某人”陷入了一场很可笑的关系，我只能说从一开始这都是一场闹剧但无可否认我的确在这场“闹剧”得到一些温暖与甜美的回忆。

那些年，我们十八个人就这样边玩边努力地为我们的将来奋斗

那些年，我彻底地结束了那场“闹剧” 也开始对“某人”产生了一些“化学作用”，这次的结果不是零因为这“某人”已经在我生命留下那无可磨灭的脚印，这“某人”让我发觉原来异性知己比同性知己来得可贵，我极度珍惜这个朋友！=）

那些年，我在一座森林里认识了一班“好姐妹”，一班在我生命里扮演着很重要角色的人。她们每一个在我生命里有着一种无法形容的影响力，我从他们身上看到很多很多的东西！她们绝对是我这辈子不想放手的朋友！因为她们，我的人生才那么精彩！♥　

无论如何，在这里我想说：

我，已经不是那些年的我了

我，长大了　思想不一样了

我，不再是那个可以为了不在乎我的人而奋不顾身

我，不再是那个看见我在乎的人被欺负而莫不出声

我，不再是那个在乎别人的看法，批评的小女生了

我，不再是会为了一些“芝麻小事”而不开心一整晚

我，不再是那个喜欢“八卦”别人事情的事除非是我在乎的人

（嘉薇格言：要让你知道的，你不需要问也会知道；不让你知道的，问了也没意思！）

*sometimes it's ok we stop and LOOK back our past as our past shapes what we are today but remember, not to STEP back!*

Here, I want thank everyone who stepped/stepping into my life no matter those loved me or hated me because you guys shape who I am today! =) my current life is damn freaking awesome! All the thing happening around me are good enough, I'm learning growing developing, I'm having a very good platform to make myself better, I'm having an awesome friend who can share every single thing with, even if I'm facing difficulties now, I'll take it as great challenge because I believed that every difficulties help me to grow! :D 

Last but not least would be YOU, you are the one who currently curing my emo-ness, emptiness and loneliness! Thanks for stepping into my life making my life better than before! Everything just, because of YOU! ♥

the song of the day : 《那些年》，胡夏 

LLDS 2011

HEY AIESEC!!

I should start my post in this way uh..? hehehe! Yea, I wanna shout out loudly, proudly I AM AIESECer! I'm proud to be an AIESECer ♥ Btw, I just attended LLDS 2011 last week. Sorry for the super duper late update due to my noob line >__<

It was a 3D2N seminar which been held at Bukit Mertajam, Penang. LLDS stands for “Local Leadership Development Seminar”.. Lots of senior AIESECers recommended us to join this seminar as we can learn a lot there, we registered and went for it! Frankly speaking, NO REGRET!=)))  It’s really worth been there, worth went back home late than others as people all going back home on 24^th, 25^th while we can only home on 28^th LOL.  There were 9 facilitators leading us in these 3D2N, they all come from other LC and MC as well. They all are awesome! =) and also OCP and OCs who really did a very great job for taking care of all the delegates! thanks tonnessssss! =)) We have been divided into 7 groups and I was in group 6—SEXY group :P If not mistaken, each group have 10peoples. I’m glad to know all my team-mates there, they’re nice enough! and my leader(Mrs LLDS+most aggressive delegate)  did inspired me, her spirit is really awesome! GT, keep the spirit up, we gambateh together ya! =) and other AIESECers as well, all are so friendly! =) I’ve gained and learnt a lotsssss there, all the lessons they prepared for us were great! =)

SEXY group! with our lovely faci- Jacqueline! =)

nice to meet you all!! ♥

I don't think I can write it all out what I have learned throughout this seminar because there are too many and some are indescribable. But I can roughly summarize what are those things like the importance of team work, how to be a good leader and followers as well, time management, the importance of good communication skill and through one session named "exchange stimulation" I've learned something new from other departments which is really different tasks from my current department =) and yea, improved our English, ONLY ENGLISH is allowed within these 3 days and guess what, we really gt used of it already as when we went for lunch in Autocity after this seminar, 6 of us speak english automatically! see~~!! The great influences from them =))

yea, 5 of us were SS-ing while waiting for the next session! ♥

with Kar Yen who sang "Hero" upon the request from others! =))
nice voice! =)

INTEGRATION TEAM, ROCK!! ♥
OK la, the name tag that Hwee Ling holding on behalf of YOU la ya, KY! xD

did you guys realized actually there is one MAN in this pic..? xDDD
He was one of our FACI(superman) from LC USM. He's funny till max! =)

the unforgettable memories in LLDS 2011~!! An awesome one! ♥

We not only learned new thing and yea we knew new friends as well! That's really great! =) I strongly believed that after this seminar, everyone's spirit toward AIESEC have been lighter up! So do I =) we must keep this spirit upppppp!! :P By the way, everything happened in LLDS still stick in my mind til now and seriously, I miss square dance and all the funny a.k.a memorable scenesssss!! =)))

"it's good it's good it's good to be an AIESECer, 

 it's good it's good it's good to be an AIESECer, 

 it's good it's good it's good to be an AIESECer..........." ♥

an awesome one! ♥

hold on all my non-senses 1st and let's see how our event been held successfully, 

it was an awesome night! ♥

A place where we created history together! ♥

hard works form Bureau Exhibition! *clap clap*

from us, Bureau Promotion! Well done to all ♥

reception counter set up by Protocolsssss!! ♥

believe in your eye, it's really FIREWORK! xD
it's so amazing that we are able to enjoy watching firework at UUM!
All MT were so touching when we all watched this together ♥

BRAVO to all the performers and models! you guys are awesome! ♥

"waka-waka" flash mob presented by all the committees!!! =)

my lovely Promosi Team! you guys did a very good job!
I'm proud of you guys! ♥

Bureau Protocol~~!! the prettiest of the day ♥

Most-contributed team of a day, Bureau Program! ♥

with our dearest Lao Da, thanks for giving me fully support all the time! ♥

an unplugged event of the day, celebrated our sk babe's 21st! ♥

BRAVO and CONGRATULATION to all the committees!
yea, we are awesome, we made it!!! ♥

The process along the way was not easy, it's really tough to run a program. I'm just an ex-YAB-ian , I decided to join back the event even I already been kicked out to BR. I went through the time that been criticed/back-stabbed by others that I am a person who mind the POWER and thats why I so "wei da" all the way go back to YAB for this event, some of the friends cant even understand why I made this "stupid decision", why wanna get myself into trouble and so on.. I listened, I bear, I forgot and I moved on! =) but seriously, I have been went through the toughest time when I realized that I'm not able to give full commitment to my team as I was not with them most of the time along the preparation journey of our booth and our promotion strategy due to many many reasons. I did damn freaking fed-up toward myself as I've got a mindset "I've over-estimated myself" honestly, I was thinking of giving up and quit(maybe because there are too many other things accumulate at the same time). I'm grateful that I received lotsssss of encouragements from friends, seniors and my team-mates as well. I'm really glad that my team-mates were being so considerate toward me and MT groups were giving me fully support all the time. I stayed and moved on and fight till the last minutes. I was so touching when the event been held successfully as I know I've made a right decision not giving up on the half way! NO REGRET! =) As my favorite quote says "when the going get tough, the tough gets going" and yea, I went through it! =) The process was tough but I learnt a lot along the journey, mindset changing and so forth! Thanks GOD giving me to pass through all these, I'm growing! =) it will be the most valuable experience in my semester 3! ♥

p/s: I'm sincerely apologizing here if my "negatively mindset" has annoyed/hurt anyone of you during my so-called "toughest time". I shouldn't have such stupid thinking, I'm so sorry!

smile and move on! =)

I will not say I'm regretted as what's meaningful quote saying "don't regret on anything because at one time, it was exactly what you wanted". Yea, that was what I wanted at that time. Instead of saying REGRET, I will say it might be a wrong decision for me! >__< Seriously, I'm NOT REGRETTED but just fed up toward myself =(  Anyway, no matter what, we must fight till the last minutes! I believed that with all's efforts, it will be held successfully. Here to thanks GOOGLE, as I've mentioned before, I like to search meaningful quotes through GOOGLE to motivate myself, to cheer myself up when I'm down, when I'm facing difficulties in life and yea, I have been repeated doing same kind of thing these few days and the most inspired or maybe I should say the one which really woke me up from all those so-called failure would be this "when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on so long in the 1st place". Exactly!! So, smile and move on Miss Yap! =)

falling to YOU ♥

I have no idea what does it mean, 

I just realized that YOU are always the 1st come to my mind 

everytime I awoke from sleep and the last in my mind before I sleep ♥
IMY!! :P
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And now, I believed that I'm truly taking HIM as my best best friend without any others thinking! It's hard to find a "bestie" like HIM who can share anything without hiding and yea I'll appreciate it! Friend forever, promise..?! no excuse and say YES!! xD

Thanks YOU, buddy! :D

it's just a beginning =)

If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. 

If you don't ask, the answer is always no. 

If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.

This quote is so true as we all must step forward to achieve what we're dreaming of! Don't always stay at the same place, chances/opportunities will not come themselves, we have to create it sometimes to give ourself a chance to have a change in life, we must hold it tight if OPPORTUNITY really comes to us then NEVER LET GO OF IT, ever. 


Yea, as I've mentioned before I went to AIESEC's "chit-chat" session, and I passed! I'm officially an AIESEC-er now =) another opportunity been provided after 1 week, "position application" of AIESEC and once again, I have taken the opportunity, I went to the interview! Seriously, I was damn freaking tension at that time I din perform well, I would say but I really tried my best.. Thanks GOD , when the result released during our 1st AIESEC gathering and my name was appearing in the "result releasing slide show" =) it's my second choice in my application form, Junior Executive of Integration Team =) my job will be like interact or communicate with those interns come from other countries, plan activities for them and so on. 


I strongly believed that AIESEC will be a good platform for me to develop, NO REGRET even though I know I will be a lil busy later but who's care, Gah Yao!! and yea, not forgotten to have a little introduce about  my team-mates 1st of cause our boss(team leader) Kong Yau , a nice guy from Puchong xD next is a shy girl, Chirsty  from KL too then Hwee Ling from BP, Johor she told me she's a crazy gal and I believe that SHE IS! haha and yea, my ex-roommate a.k.a my GMF babe Selena same team with me as well =) 

1st Danok trip, Thailand =)

Wooo~~!! guess what, we really made our Danok trip ON leh, just simply planned 3days before and yea, we really stepped into Thailand yesterday. pheweeee~~!! xD


Yea, went Danok with few babes last night, we rented car and drove there..it seems nearer than we go Alor Setar, I think just 30-45minutes's journey =) Here to thanks Chun Hou helped us very hard to get the car. Appreciate it! =)

here I am , Thailand! =)

it actually looks similar with Muar, Johor (my origin hometown)

and a bit alike with "petaling street" in KL too , but ours is the updated one xD
anyway, after spending few hours there, I PREFER MALAYSIA still  ♥

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we got 500ml Heineken in JUST RM4 in this duty free zone Mall~~!! 

it seems so sorry to ourselves if didn't get one uh..? xD

So, we bought 2 and 4 of us shared! of cause not included driver :P

see~~~ kaki boto!! >____<
anyway, I love the second pic as I look quite slim here uh..muahahaah

*self-cheating* xD

just less the half bottle of Heineken , my face turned red! >___<

P-O-O-R~~~!! :P

The purpose we were in Thailand just because of this, steamboat buffet! LOL

just RM9.90, fulled die us! :D

met a gang of UUM-ers there and asked one of them to capture this for us, 

and here , the one and only group of the day  ♥

credit to that guy! =)

I was crazy-ing along the way keep wanna take pic with ELEPHANT and 

yea finally my "dream come true" but guess what, just in few second, few millimeter, I might go back UUM by ambulans >_______<

WHY..? because it moved back in sudden somemore "angkat its leg" while I "curi-curi" take pic with it, the 4 others babes were screaming like hell!! Luckily I sempat to escape.. LOL!!

it was a laughable day, laughing non-stop along the way because of the hyperactive CSM, she's drunk!!! xD I did enjoyed the whole trip even though just that few hours =) 

Anyway, I believed that it will be more perfect if other babes are with us! The 6 others babes, fast fast get your passport and we go again without leave out anyone ya! cant waittttttttt for it ♥