uncontrollable

everything just so uncontrollable, 

uncontrollable emo because of small matter

uncontrollable thinking too much 

uncontrollable being so sensitive

uncontrollable emotion, up and down in one second

uncontrollable falling to YOU

uncontrollable missing YOU 

everything just so uncontrollable

can anyone comes and control me? =(

great girls talk night ♥

Thanks unlimited to Miss Koo, Aunty Khaw and Sampat Box! ♥

Nothing much I can say, thanks a lotsssssssssssss! 

♥Love you girls♥

random

It had been around 2 weeks I didn't update my blog. Not because I am lazy, seriously.. I was logging in here everyday, I was trying to share my thoughts and feeling here too as there are really something happening recently. It's too sad to say that I always failed to post it, not because of noob line but I will like keep thinking "should I post it"..? LOL. The random thought of these 2 weeks is, here no longer a suitable place for me to express my thoughts and feeling. I'd rather keep it all in my deeply heart. Sometimes it would be better to keep it ourselves because as time passes by, it will disappear. I believed on this because my memory always that poor. xD

A short update here, I am busying with mid-terms, assignments and AIESEC stuffs recently. That's it =)

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

FINALLY! 

I went for this movie with Susyen, John and Taka today.
p/s: sorry Huun! :P

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

I would list this movie as an awesome movie of the year! 

Its story line is interesting, it's touched! =')  

some of the scenes are funny, some even very "hamsap"
but, it was totally what we had experienced before!
This movie showing exactly our memories during secondary school life! 

p/s: I suggest those who haven't watch this, 

you should watch this with your F5 or F6-mates rather than your GF/BF :P

Seriously, THEY are the group which appearing in my mind along the movie,

because some of the scenes are too familiar for us

I seem like seeing you guys in the screen xDD

for example one of the scene was playing in beach, guys grab sands throwing on girls

(This was what we did when we went to Sunway together)
hmm, and the scene when they discussing what to do after graduation, 

 then we know each others' lover, sometimes will try to "help" them somemore and many many more! :P


It might remind different people with different thing like it reminds HIM of HER , 
and it maybe remind HER of HIM but
Seriously, It did remind me of YOU GUYS! ♥

my dearest F6-mates! ♥

I'm glad that we still keep it touch well, gather in every sem-break.
we still always updating each other from time to time!
I believed the link among us will not break that easily =)

Friendship Forever! ♥

那些年

《那些年》这三个字应该是近期最红的字了吧。

不好意思的说句，本小姐还没看这部戏呢。*惭愧中*

但是，这三个字让我想起了很多很多的《那些年》

那些年，我过地很开心因为我还不认识外面的世界

那些年，我开始和外面的世界有接触了，我生活所有所有的认知，领悟都是从那些年开始！

那些年，我开始为了朋友而哭，为了朋友而顶撞妈妈

那些年，我开始明白什么叫“权力”而我也在我的努力下而得到了那少少所谓的“权力”

那些年，我和“她”吵架了。我生命中的第一个好朋友，我们竟然为了一个男生而冷战了一年

那些年，我明白了原来那就是所谓的“朋友”

那些年，我认识了七个“好姐妹”，她们带给我很多美好的回忆但是我们的友谊是多么的短暂

那些年，我认识了另一班朋友，一班在我生命里留下很深脚印的朋友。

那些年，我们深交  我们一起闹  一起奋斗  一起哭  一起笑

那些年，也是我开始看到什么叫“明争暗斗”是他们让我明白这世界不是我想象般简单

那些年，我情不自禁地对“某人”着迷而这情不自禁一花就花了我三年多，结果是零但没关系

那些年，我与“某人”陷入了一场很可笑的关系，我只能说从一开始这都是一场闹剧但无可否认我的确在这场“闹剧”得到一些温暖与甜美的回忆。

那些年，我们十八个人就这样边玩边努力地为我们的将来奋斗

那些年，我彻底地结束了那场“闹剧” 也开始对“某人”产生了一些“化学作用”，这次的结果不是零因为这“某人”已经在我生命留下那无可磨灭的脚印，这“某人”让我发觉原来异性知己比同性知己来得可贵，我极度珍惜这个朋友！=）

那些年，我在一座森林里认识了一班“好姐妹”，一班在我生命里扮演着很重要角色的人。她们每一个在我生命里有着一种无法形容的影响力，我从他们身上看到很多很多的东西！她们绝对是我这辈子不想放手的朋友！因为她们，我的人生才那么精彩！♥　

无论如何，在这里我想说：

我，已经不是那些年的我了

我，长大了　思想不一样了

我，不再是那个可以为了不在乎我的人而奋不顾身

我，不再是那个看见我在乎的人被欺负而莫不出声

我，不再是那个在乎别人的看法，批评的小女生了

我，不再是会为了一些“芝麻小事”而不开心一整晚

我，不再是那个喜欢“八卦”别人事情的事除非是我在乎的人

（嘉薇格言：要让你知道的，你不需要问也会知道；不让你知道的，问了也没意思！）

*sometimes it's ok we stop and LOOK back our past as our past shapes what we are today but remember, not to STEP back!*

Here, I want thank everyone who stepped/stepping into my life no matter those loved me or hated me because you guys shape who I am today! =) my current life is damn freaking awesome! All the thing happening around me are good enough, I'm learning growing developing, I'm having a very good platform to make myself better, I'm having an awesome friend who can share every single thing with, even if I'm facing difficulties now, I'll take it as great challenge because I believed that every difficulties help me to grow! :D 

Last but not least would be YOU, you are the one who currently curing my emo-ness, emptiness and loneliness! Thanks for stepping into my life making my life better than before! Everything just, because of YOU! ♥

the song of the day : 《那些年》，胡夏 

LLDS 2011

HEY AIESEC!!

I should start my post in this way uh..? hehehe! Yea, I wanna shout out loudly, proudly I AM AIESECer! I'm proud to be an AIESECer ♥ Btw, I just attended LLDS 2011 last week. Sorry for the super duper late update due to my noob line >__<

It was a 3D2N seminar which been held at Bukit Mertajam, Penang. LLDS stands for “Local Leadership Development Seminar”.. Lots of senior AIESECers recommended us to join this seminar as we can learn a lot there, we registered and went for it! Frankly speaking, NO REGRET!=)))  It’s really worth been there, worth went back home late than others as people all going back home on 24^th, 25^th while we can only home on 28^th LOL.  There were 9 facilitators leading us in these 3D2N, they all come from other LC and MC as well. They all are awesome! =) and also OCP and OCs who really did a very great job for taking care of all the delegates! thanks tonnessssss! =)) We have been divided into 7 groups and I was in group 6—SEXY group :P If not mistaken, each group have 10peoples. I’m glad to know all my team-mates there, they’re nice enough! and my leader(Mrs LLDS+most aggressive delegate)  did inspired me, her spirit is really awesome! GT, keep the spirit up, we gambateh together ya! =) and other AIESECers as well, all are so friendly! =) I’ve gained and learnt a lotsssss there, all the lessons they prepared for us were great! =)

SEXY group! with our lovely faci- Jacqueline! =)

nice to meet you all!! ♥

I don't think I can write it all out what I have learned throughout this seminar because there are too many and some are indescribable. But I can roughly summarize what are those things like the importance of team work, how to be a good leader and followers as well, time management, the importance of good communication skill and through one session named "exchange stimulation" I've learned something new from other departments which is really different tasks from my current department =) and yea, improved our English, ONLY ENGLISH is allowed within these 3 days and guess what, we really gt used of it already as when we went for lunch in Autocity after this seminar, 6 of us speak english automatically! see~~!! The great influences from them =))

yea, 5 of us were SS-ing while waiting for the next session! ♥

with Kar Yen who sang "Hero" upon the request from others! =))
nice voice! =)

INTEGRATION TEAM, ROCK!! ♥
OK la, the name tag that Hwee Ling holding on behalf of YOU la ya, KY! xD

did you guys realized actually there is one MAN in this pic..? xDDD
He was one of our FACI(superman) from LC USM. He's funny till max! =)

the unforgettable memories in LLDS 2011~!! An awesome one! ♥

We not only learned new thing and yea we knew new friends as well! That's really great! =) I strongly believed that after this seminar, everyone's spirit toward AIESEC have been lighter up! So do I =) we must keep this spirit upppppp!! :P By the way, everything happened in LLDS still stick in my mind til now and seriously, I miss square dance and all the funny a.k.a memorable scenesssss!! =)))

"it's good it's good it's good to be an AIESECer, 

 it's good it's good it's good to be an AIESECer, 

 it's good it's good it's good to be an AIESECer..........." ♥