stress!!!!

Can't really stand with this kind of life =(

assignments, homeworks, mid-terms and many others stuffs are driving me crazy

It's stress...!!

Anyway, I'd rather playing my lame joke everywhere 

instead of showing my stressful look.

Life still have to go on no matter you happy with it or not.

why not we choose a happy way, right..? 

(self-comforting =.=)

Was calling home just now, kinda miss home and it was the 1st time I called home at afternoon (normally call at night..hehe).. 

No choice , suddenly miss home so badly..!!! >___<

Anyway, lovely mummy did warmed my heart.♥

Me:" Mummy arrr~~~I'm stress..!! lot of things to do..!! I wanna back home..!!"

Mummy:" aiya, never mind la, don't give yourself too much stress, ok..? do it one by one lo. You can do it geh..take some break and remember to eat arr.." 

**tear dropping ='(**

 I can feel the love come from few hundred mile~~~♥♥

='(

MPP spring festival 2011♡♡

The nth events in our semester2-- MPP spring festival 2011..
It was the 1st time all of us join the same event night that held in UUM, such a "big gang"..Great..!! I love the feeling when "jungle babes's gang" gather together just because the feeling of loneliness will never come when all of us to be together~~♥♥

once after we get downed from bus~~some missing d~~suppose 11 of us..

groupie 1~~♥

groupie 2~~♥

groupie 3~~♥

OMG...!! we did this like nobody business~~many people looking on us actually..

but who's care..??? as long as we happy with it...wakakaka

"千手观音"xD

4 of us "mo qi shi zhu"..white shirt..!! ♥

with Jyuin babe~~both of us look so short in this picture but yet I like it..!!♥

I look so lame here and did u guys see TAYAR...??!!! ISH~~~

yea, here it is...!! 11 of us~~~♥♥ 

but still not complete yet , Sk and K.Eng babes didn't join us..=(

inside the DMS~~was being camera sensors non-stop..:P

some of our tickets~~nice ticket uh...? xD

with our baobei~~~♥♥

I like this pic..^^

♥♥♥

Did enjoyed the night with jungle babes and not forgotten to congratz all the MPP spring fest's committees and all the performers..you guys did a good job..!! Its worth we paid RM5 to join you guys..well done..=)

##I don't remember how we happened to meet each other. 

I don't remember who got along with whom first. 

All I can remember is all of us together...always.##

♡♡

=)

I'm in a good mood..=)

Happiness is a conscious choice,

 not an automatic response 

emo's trend

I'm  pretty  sure  that  everyone  will  have  some  emotional  sometimes  especially  when  there  are  something  bothering  us  or  sometimes  even  a  simple  song  can  make  a  person  being  so  emo. (yea, thats  the  power  of  song..LOL.) 

Anyway, is  there  something  call "emo's  trend"..?

 Many  friends  around  me  being  so  emo  lately. *shocking*

 No  doubt, I  am  one  of  them. :(  There's  really  lot  happened  recently,  

when  all  these  accumulate  and  making  us  can't  really  stand  with  it.  

Plus  everyone  of  us  are  having  serious  HOMESICK  now  although  we  just  backed  here  around  12 days. >___<

By the way, I  want  to  take  this  opportunity  to  say  SORRY  to  my  friends  who  worried  about  me  when  I  was  emo-ing. It's  sad  when  you  seeing  your  friends  emo  but  you  can't  help  them  at  all. =(

The  only  thing  I  can  do  just  giving  out  my  ears  to  LISTEN  or  my  shoulder  for  them  to  RELY / CRY  on.  Hopefully  this  can  make  them  feel  better.

(p/s: I'm ok now.everything settled, thanks for caring and loving.♥) 

Cheer  up,  my  dearsssssssss..!! Everything  gonna  be  OK..=) 

hugsss..!! ♡♡

pillow talk ♥

It's so unbelievable that 4 of us could have a so called pillow talk, it was the 1st time I felt that our heart were linked together. Don't doubt it, I meant it..=)


We supposed to do revision on Calculus2 cz we're going to sit for our 1st test in this brand new semester. Calculus 2 is killing us badly..!! I was just backed from the replacement class and my heartbeat was increased just now while lecturer was teaching. I'm stress..!! I have to digest all the new things in this short period and lecturer was a bit fast and I can't catch up sometimes..!! Gosh..!!


Alright, back to the topic. Yea, at 1st we planned to study till midnight but we seem cant concentrate on it anymore at around 1am, WE WERE TIRED..!! Well, we suppose to sleep but someone was started a topic and  we were "so high" wanna have a pillow talk.ahahaha. If not mistaken , I was the one who started this so called pillow talk.. =P


Well, we shared lot of secrets, thoughts and those feeling that hidden in our heart long long time ago. We even spoke out everyone's weakness. Now only I realized that I did hurt them sometimes when I was joking. They forgiven me anyway.hehe Sorry babe..!! Will try my ever best to change this bad attitude k. We shouldn't hide everything instead, we should speak it out when someone did something wrong. Don't let those minor mistakes accumulate and finally it may burst. 


Anyway, it was a warm and lovely night. 4 of us were squeezed into 2 beds , its the 1st time I dumped my dear SS and slept at other room. The funniest thing is, she didn't realized that I didn't go back room last night..LOL..!! By the way, I believe that after last night, our heart will link closer and now everyone should be able to understand each other better. Hope everything getting better after last night. =)

♥A friend is like an oreo, its not always that great, but it always gets better♥

='(

seriously lost control ='(

4th Birthday celebration ♡♡

Today  is  our  pretty  angel--Miss  Khaw's  birthday. Yea, the  4th  birthday  celebration  in  this  brand  new  semester/year. 1st  was  me  then  Bobo  followed  by  Princess  and  now  turn  our  Miss  Khaw. All  of  us  did  gave  her  a  surprise  when  she  was  asleep  last  night (purposely  wan..xD)


We  were  or  maybe  not  we  but  I  was  telling  lot  of  lies  before  the  celebration  just  because  wanna  let  her  feel  like  we  are  "no  heart"  to  celebrate  with  her  or  maybe  just  a  very  simple  celebration  and  yesh  we  has  made  it  successfully  and  SHE  CRIED  WITH  HAPPINESS..hehe

process of making the so called photo album..:P

COMPLETED..!! xD

she was shocking..haha..we awaken her from her sweet dream..:P

birthday girl~~♥♥

♥♥♥

our "tradition"..LOL

birthday girl was searching for the presents which has been hidden while others were enjoying their snacks..xD

yummy~~~~Chocolate Banana~~♥♥

babe, don't cry~~~hahaha..

felt touched when she was crying with happiness..hehe

Happy  21st  birthday  once  again  my  dear, hope  that  you  had  a  blast  on  this  wonderful  day..Love  ya..!! ♥

If you're alone, we'll be your shadow.  

If you want to cry,we'll  be your shoulder.  

If you want a hug, we'll be your pillow.  

If you need to be happy, we'll be your smile.  

Anytime you need a friend, we'll always be there for you.♥

good friend ♥♥

A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts, deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys, and fears. 

A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and cry together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other. 

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

purposely write this for u as your another birthday present, 
I seldom so emphasis a person in my blog de lo..you are the 1st one.LOL..!!

♥♥FRIEND FOREVER♥♥

FUNNY

Its funny
 how someone can break your heart 
and you still love them with all the little pieces.

poor girl ever

I failed today...!!

I am a failure..!!

just because of 1 article, my tear dropped unexpectedly..!!

I wasted my tear FOR YOU..!!

I AM REALLY WEAK..!!

CAN YOU GET OUT FROM MY LIFE..?

and I do hope I can get out from your world..!!

I really hope that..!! PLEASE~~~GET OUT FROM MY LIFE..!!

and PLEASE let me get out from your world..!!

single party with babes ♥♥

Was  having  a  "single  party"  with  jungle  babes  yesterday  since  it  was  Valentines  day  and  most  of  us  are  still  SINGLE  AND  AVAILABLE. xD

OUR THEME: I'm single, so what...??!! :P

our meals--spaghetti, cheese+tuna sandwich, champagne..^^

I was preparing tuna for our sandwich.^^

anyway, I seem forgot to comb hair uh, a bit messy leh..hehe

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both of them was preparing the sandwich as well..=)

I'm single, so what...?!!! xD

Princess: haix~~where is my Zhi Hou wo..?? Zhi Hou ~~I miss you leh..xD

our handphone, lelong lelong~~~~xD

for me, this is the only NICE picture that both of us have been taken lo..

we gotta take more picture next time d lo woi~~~:P

 evidence of being camera sensors~~~

suppose just 3 people in this pic but suddenly the others 4 "jump in"~~haha

I finished this, seriously~~~~xD

**joking**

yam~~~~~~~~~ sing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~xD

two of them too tired d cz just came back from class~~LOL

11 of us~~♥♥♥

We  "crazy" till  around  2am. We  played  "true  and  dare"  as  well  and  finally  it  turned  into  a  so  called  "internal  talk",  we  got  to  know  each  other  better  and  yesh  I  believe  that  our  heart  linked  much  more  closer  now..^^

Anyway, really  had  a  nice  day  with  jungle  babes  =)

♥ OUR JOURNEYS THROUGH LIFE ARE BRIGHTENED BY THE 

KINDNESS AND CARING OF THE FRIENDS WE MAKE ALONG THE WAY♥

no regrets :)

Just wanna to share some of the incidents that I did with no regrets.=)


1st of all, no regrets to have THEM as my family although I had a not really happy childhood but what was past is past (self-cheating..=D ) I love our BIG FAMILY no matter father's side or mother's side, feel warm every time when all of us having family's gathering. And glad that YOU are my mother..!! You're just so awesome..!! ♥ you mummy.


Next, no regret to study form 6 after graduated from form 5. It was a tough decision for me before I choose to continue my studies in form 6. However, I suppose I had just made a right choice and should thanks to my lovely mummy who encouraged me the most to study f6 =)

Thirdly, I have no regrets to continue my tertiary study in UUM which always been named as "jungle" but still I love here much (less than my sweet home anyhow.xD). Simple reason, I may not know jungle babes if I didn't list UUM in my "8 choices list". And thanks God I found some truly friends here.These girls are too awesome, I've just discuss with JY that what will happen when we graduate. Both of us said "for sure we will cry, hate the feeling of separation"..!! :(
Anyway, we still have 3 years to go, collect as much sweet memories as we can. Thanks babes for stepping into my life. LOVE ya..♥

Last and the most important message that I tend to share here.

I loved you with no regrets..!! I got lot of things from you actually although I get hurt badly by some of your stupid acting/words. Then why am I saying "I loved you with no regrets".? Cz my brain/mind become smarter, the risk for me to get high blood pressure reduced, my eye become "brighter", I will be much more smarter in choosing a guy for me to love..!!All of these I got it after I fall badly to you. Thanks for 'giving' me all these. 

BUT NOW, YOU ARE 

so what?

I  am  kinda  lazy  to  update  my  blog  recently  even  though  I  got  lot  to  share.LMAO..!!

Today  is  valentine's  day  and  yesh  I  still  haven't  got  my  Mr.Right  yet. This  is  my  nth  "single  valentine's  day".xD  Anyway, it's  does't  matter  for  me  since  I'm  enjoying  my  single  life  very  much.For  me, friends  may  much  more  important  than  it  so, as  long  as  there  are  some  friends  with  me  then  it's  more  than  enough.:)

I'm  single,

its complicated

Tequila

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meaningful quotes I found from FB

♥看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。


♥高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生

♥不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱

♥善忘是一件好事。

♥钱很重要，但不能依靠男人或父母，自己一定要保持一定赚钱的能力。

♥过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下

♥即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑... 

♥不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补

♥说话时可以很直接，人很直爽，总比虚伪好。

our secret our wealth

Have been 10 days didn't update my blog and I got to learn that keep our secret as our wealth. Its not necessary for us to share everything with people. Lot of incidents within last week and at the same time I cant online via laptop so, I can't express via blogger. And it was CNY I don't wanna to find anyone just because I don't want to spoil their wonderful mood by listening to my so called "story".LOL

Day after day, I realized that actually I can bear with many things by myself. Its not a need to share your every single story with others, its not a must to ask others opinion whenever you need to make some decision cz no matter how you ask opinion from others, there are still opinion, the question will still back to you cz you are the one who need to make decision, outsiders can only give you advises but they cant make any decision for you.

p/s: for those who had read this blog, no worry about me.k. Jwei Yap is alright, just share some thinking here nia~~ I am still who I am~~~I will still find anyone who I trusted whenever I'm facing problem bcz CNY is almost come to the end..hahaha

Lastly, HAPPY CNY to my dear friends and hope that you guys had blast on the last few days..=)