Genting "5-6hours" trip xD

It was 28th May, the mission of interview for a part time job finally turned out to be "5-6 hours genting trip" due to many "unexpected incidents"..LOL.. we were so smart , we went to interview without bringing any certs =.="
Although we cant get any job there but still, it was a nice day ♥ 

inside the cable car..GOOD SKILL from koo..xD

went to "Vietnam Restaurant" to have our lunch after decided not going to attend the interview :P

our drinks~~ =)

love this pic! got feel uh...? hehe 

cute uh...? S-U-R-E la..xDDDD

*saya budak perasan xP*

outside the Vietnam Restaurant..see the background already know GOT FEEL la..haha

SS-ing while waiting for 2 others~~xD yeng uh..? ^^

p/s: tak kan we sayang such a BIG MIRROR which placing there de ma..right..? hmmm~~xD

I purposely geh..haha~~no one will know what's the purpose I edited this pic in this way~~

just 4 of us do! Koo, hor..? xDDD

with mun mun ♥

with mei mei ♥

with koo koo ♥

21 years old VS 12 years old..xD

♥♥♥♥

me and siu mei look like dumpling uh..? hahaha!!

our hair seem messy oh..? especially mine! >.< 

strong wind ma..nice weather there! =)

*waiting bus going back to KL*

it was the 1st time we feel like hanging around at Genting just same like we hanging around at 1U..LOL! the main reason would be we're not rushing of time like rush back to hotel, rush to queue up for all the games there.. we just meant to relax, to enjoy the nice weather there! No doubt that, it was a relaxing day =)

I'm single and AVAILABLE now! :P

Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to

You told us you have found yours, I can't differentiate it's just a joke or real wan.

Btw, if you ask me if my heart bleeding or not? Nope! I would say :P

Am I feel sad..? Hmm, yesh! for that SHORT moment. just a few minutes! I meant it :)

it's so unbelievable that I'm OK with it , no feel like heartbroken and

surprisingly, no more special feeling when meeting you once again!

wondering~~:P

actually there're nothing special happened between us, 

yea! I think too much, I'm too emotional, I'm too easy to fall to someone maybe.

Anyway, "sebelah tangan tak berbunyi"! it's the theory that I should bear with since long time ago.

this "single side love", secret or "published love" should have a full stop here! 455th--E.N.D! 

"There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life."

thats why I should have SOL here "I'm single and AVAILABLE!" xDDD

sem 2, completed!

Imma officially completed my sem2, time flied! It was a busier, tougher, hectic sem comparing to sem 1. Btw, I did enjoyed it without doubt! Tonnes of memories have been created, sweet memories instead of sad one! Thanks GOD! =)

3months long sem break started 24th May till 9th Sept. Hmm, sound great uh..? To be frank, a bit sad when thinking of gonna separate with jungle babes for such a long period, I would say, they have become part of my life. A particular terms, songs, foods, patterns etc leading me to their direction. Gonna miss these gals so badly. =(

Anyway,let's have a quick review of all the "ACTIVITIES" in sem 2 , great memories ever ♥

21st B'day celebration of mine! thanks gals~♥
greatest memories of the sem! 

TLDM Squash Camp 2011
beside the skills of playing squash, the precious thing that I have got from this camp -- the relationship with squash seniors and members. We are getting closer after this camp ♥

Steamboat a.k.a Princess B'day! ♥

p/s: before this should be our baobei-Bobo's B'day celebration but I have got no her B'day pictures in my lappy =(

14th February 2011
while people celebrating valentine's day, we were having our "single party" (western foods party)
let's SOL "I'm single , so what?!" xD

19th February 2011--Jyuin's B'day celebration ♥

we've awaken her from her sweet dream sharp 12am! :P

YAB spring fest 2011--Awesome Blossom II ♥

biggest event of YAB  in a sem! =)

"crystal hill" + Alor Setar Mall 1day trip ♥

MPP spring fest 2011 =D

EON spring wonderland 2011

all of us dressed well for this dinner. Great nights ever! ♥

Ponggal festival 2011 =)

JCFC cultural night 2011 

"zombie flash mob"---greatest experience of the sem! ♥

Squash Farewell Party for last sem seniors ♥

penang trip 2011--all girls 2D1N trip, 16 of us! ♥

p/s: nice picture edited by Koo =)

2nd steamboat in a sem! it's part of Kah Eng's B'day celebration ♥

it was a relaxing day out of our stressful exam period and it consider as our last gathering as well before this sem end! it was a Great night~~ :D

p/s: this is the only picture that I've captured using my phone, other pictures all in xiao en's camera~~

it's still 4 of us! Lovely coursemates ♥

girls who I've spent most the time with! went to class, had our breakfast, chill/SRR during break ALL TOGETHER! always laugh out loud/gossip-ing/38 like nobody's business, assignment/fight for exam ALL TOGETHER!  Although sometimes there are some unhappiness happened between us but yet I'd enjoyed the time that spent with you gals. Don't you think so..? xD

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life"  I am here, specially thanks those who always beside me whenever I needed them and not forgotten those who has helped me lot during this semester. Thanks! see you guys next sem~~ It's time for us to recharge ourself before get back to tiring/stressful but fantastic university's life! Jia You =)

Anyway, I'm finally go back to where I belong to and still, home always the warmest place for us to stay! enjoying home sweet home ♥ 

confusing

woa, now only realized I have leave out here for around 1 week! Was busying with final exam T_____T
mentally and physical exhausted all because of EXAM! Everyday fighting hard on the "war", just sleep that few hours, thanks to my dear NESCAFE he's saving my life in this critical period. *drinking now too^^*


Once again, hope brings disappointment! All the effort gone, worked so hard for my "transportation" and yet I can't score well. I have never been working so hard for any particular subject since I stepped in UUM. It's the 1st paper that I TEND TO SCORE SUPERB WELL, the 1st paper that I've spent SO MUCH time on it, the 1st paper that even I feel stress yet I don't wanna to give up! never think of wanna to give up! FOR THIS SUBJECT! Anyway, because of this, I know I've made a correct choice by choosing logistic as my major! NO REGRET! =)


By the way, babes said BE POSITIVE! To let myself feel better, I should say "I've tried my ever best , even the result will not like what I'm aiming for but as least I won't feel guilty cz I had really put in effort, it's better than doing nothing and regret afterward!" 


Well, regarding to the title. Something is bothering me for around 1 month d. I know it's uncontrollable but it will be the fact that I don't wanna to accept! I may need some time to digest it and hopefully IT will disappear silently , quietly and QUICKLY! It's suffer!

hopefully everything go smoothly~~~

I've got YOU ♥

Actually the following post is not the origin wan, I've deleted it and replaced it with the "happy post" I just want to say that incidents that happened within these few days just like playing flying coasters. I can be in heaven in this moment then fall to hell on the next day! Thats what we called life! btw, what I'm going to post is all about the awesome/complicated feeling that I've got in these few days! ^^

I admit that I am lame. Thats why I used to say something very lame here! Again, I got some lame "speeches" wanna "vomit out" here ^^ 

p/s: if you are impatient to read such a long post then sorry! This is my style of blogging. =)

Babe, "who is your dream roommate" is the popular question recently since we are arranging room for next sem but did you realized no one ask me cz everyone of us know the answer of mine will be, YOU! But we've got no choice, we have to make such a decision due to everyone's board-hearted. Yea, it's really cruel if we settle it in another way. Thats why! Anyway, I just accept it since 38po always say roommate can't be good friend. Hope that our friendship can get into a higher level after this and I've found my another new good roommate and I believe that I can click well with her and if SHE piss you off, just give me a call , I'll come and save you! xD  Btw, just to let you know, you're too good for me, Thanks God I've got you as roommate in these 2 semester! ♥ sorry if I've did something annoyed you in these period! Forgive me k =)  (woa, it's 3:22am when I'm typing this! so ngam lo..xD)

Dear, remember "uncertainty in friendship is the certainty"..? It's actually mean that(my concept), someone may get confuse about their friend like maybe when you treated a friend with truly/fully heart, or take he/she as best friend but will he/she doing in the same way? I named this as feedback.You are the only one who know what I meant by A.O.L and S.O.B! You asked me before, A.O.L is for two of them..? I would say, A.O.L is for 3 of YOU! Just to let you know, in this moment you are the first person who I thinking of whenever I've got something to share either happiness or sadness! we able to understand each other even when no words are spoken, no hiding and pretending in front of you  =) No more A.O.L , S.O.B and IBL because I could feel the feedback and the HEART from you! Thanks GOD, I'm hoping nothing gonna destroy this! ♥

S.heart, the "feeling" is coming back, "HLH level" is getting higher, we are getting closer like previous time! Do you realized that..? Guess you are! =)  The feeling is great and thats what we are looking for, right..? A simple action can guess what's in our mind, laugh out loud after a simple eye contact. How many people can do it in this way? haha! I'm just hope that you don't step backward anymore cz I'm stepping forward! I needed everyone of YOU! Without anyone of you, my life won't be that great. People may just need 1 listener,adviser or either "dustbin"! But I'm greedy, I need more than that. I need all of YOU at the same time since everyone of you playing different role in my life! Please, don't step backward anymore! We should know how hard to build THIS, so, don't destroy it, we must hold IT tight,k. ♥

♥ friendship needs no words! I appreciate it! ♥

p/s: this post is not mean that I did't care my other friends but these gals who playing vital role in my life have coincidently giving me this kind of feeling just within these few days! thats why I wanna wrote it down all here since my memories no good, I have to record down! I APPRECIATE EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS! Once you are my friend, you are forever be and I'm treating all my friends with sincere heart! Don't doubt that! =) 

060511

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control

Every time when you come to my mind, I realize I'm smiling 

I really want to talk to you, but I feel like I’m annoying you

Sometimes when I say "I'm ok" I just want some one to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, 

and say, "I know you're not."

I just want someone who will understand me even when no words are spoken.

why am I so afraid to lose you when you are not even mine..? 

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone ， 

but it takes a lifetime to forget someone

Nothing improves the memory more than trying to forget 

but, sometimes you must let it go , to see if there was anything worth holding on to

so, Spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress.

全蔬宴

临回“森林”的前两天，陪老妈子出席了“全素宴”。 不错！本来就有吃素的习惯，所以对我来说还可以接受的=）

佛子喜归巢

p/s: paiseh , 吃到半途才想起要将这些特别的菜肴拍下。哈哈。

这已经是第三道了，之前的是- “五行开运餐”和“鸿浩鹏展翅”..hehe ^^

同证圣佛果

（柑+芋头+芒果）两个字--特别!! =)

菇香聚满屋

（里头有我最爱的“金针菇”）

绽放般若花

(这所谓的“花”其实就是豆腐，不错但是有点油腻==）

心静悦愉安

（非常明显的，是！鱼！素鱼啦，赞！）

下一道应该是“炒饭”但是我忘了拍。嘻嘻！

没关系，接下来这道才是我的最爱呢！赞赞赞！=)

金光耀瓊楼

（上：水果芝士挞；下：金瓜西米露）

“全素宴”报告就到此为止吧！大家晚安！=）

letting go

"Guess every girl goes through the same stage, cries over a guy. The only thing that matters here is whether he's worth your tears. Sometimes, letting go might be the key to recover but not holding on. Persisting blindly isn't going to help the situation."

coincidently saw this status on my friend's facebook, has just told one of the babes I will let go him this afternoon. Imma serious this time! From the conversation recently, got a very strong feeling that he's really not the one and it's really not worth for me "wasting" so much time on him since I am clearly know that there wont be any possibilities between us, it's time to wake up! Yea, I know it is the thousand times I'm saying wanna to let go but always fail at the end but this time SERIOUSLY! Believe or not, I really meant it :)

I've posted in the previous previous post "holding tight and not to let go just because I'm afraid of loneness and emptiness" but I'm sure that a bundle of friends and babes is enough to cure my loneness and emptiness. Anyway, I will still holding tight the friendship bond between us. I appreciate it and hope you do so :)