specially dedicate to Cindy babe ♥

It was 29th July, Cindy babe's birthday.. 10 of us were planning to give her something special on this day and yea WE SUCCEED! =)

Plan 1 :
Send her a bouquet (roses with 10 bears which represent 10 of us♥)

Our yook yook was the one who settled this.. bravo to her! well done! 

my dearest was calling me early in the morning when she got to know a bouquet is in her house (she was working and her aunt gave her a call when receiving the bouquet)..she cried when talking phone with me! xD

from GMF! we hope you love this surprise! ♥

10 bears represent 10 of us who will always beside you when you needed us! ♥

Plan 2 :

All GMF's members change facebook's profile picture to ROSE, different colors of roses! 

mine, the nicest one!! hahahahaaa

my warmest place! GMF SIAO FAMILY's group! ♥ 

see different colors of rose..? xD

Plan 3: video, we decided to use RECORDED WISH instead of WORDS =)

we almost kena heart attack because the video seems cant work at the last minutes! OMG, scared us off! haha..luckily it works at the end! not forgotten, BRAVO TO OUR SPY who making this video, it's a awesome video..GOOD JOB!! I cried like a baby when going through the video =P

p/s: due to line's problem , I cant share the video here...anyone who curious about the video can go my fb's wall to have a look ^^ 

And me, sent her a birthday card personally as well! Let's me share some of the contents here =P *somebody wanna gepo about this..haha*

"Cindy babe, finally it’s your turn! Surprise..? haha! Happy birthday, my 38 “yellow” babe! As usual, time to say something lame, I’m lamer what..hehe.. “Unexpected link between us”, I saw this sentence from your blog and this sentence really suit GMF very well! I love this sentence and no doubt that I love you <just the way you are> too..You’re considering one of my close <朋友> in jungle. 3 of you, my lovely course mates are the one I’ve spent most of time with! Lecture, breakfast, chill, and sport all together!And I’m glad that you could be one of the friend that I can <分享> my stories with , remember the 2 days which I went to your room tended to do revision..? so called! Haha.. I won’t forget the feeling of that night, it’s amazing till I can’t believe that both of us shared lot of internal thoughts. 

Here to tell you that <朋友别哭> if facing any difficulties in life because once you needed me, I will <第一时间> be here for you no matter what, will give my entire patient to <听你说> and you are always welcome to <cry on my shoulder> if you needed a shoulder to cry on.

Once again, have a blessed 21^st babe, I love you, GMF love you! Friend forever! Hugsss!!"

 Babe, Happy Birthday once again! ILY ♥

Random thoughts:

Tears dropping non-stop when going through the video! 

Lot of thoughts pop-ing up when going through the video, how 11 of us linked together..?

it's really "unexpected link between us".. FATE brings us together, I would say! 

THEY HAVE BECOME PART OF MY LIFE, I really meant it! ♥

My life wont be so colorful without anyone of them..seriously, I'm missing them all the time since the 1st day of our holiday! ♥
I believed that, LINK between us wont be broken that easily even if all of us may probably been separated by "stupid xxx system"! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER BABES! LOVE!! 

11 of us ♥

everything seems miserable

Everything seems so miserable =(

emotional UP and DOWN, 

being kinda irresponsible and hot temper.. 

I don't know why but yes I did! >__<

used to emo as everybody know but it seems getting serious these few days =(

p/s: sorry if I was being rude to anyone of you in past few days, or maybe for those who I have pissed you off or even if I have showing my negativity minded(I take back all my words)..I'm sincerely apologizing here! especially to my mum and sis =.=

Anyway, in order to get myself back to the track and so I have found out lot of meaningful quotes to cheer myself up and I know it probably will change my mind to be more positive.

(used to read through meaningful quotes when emo-ing..LOL)

Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. 

Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice. 

(so, i suppose to motivate myself instead of keep emo-ing..? hmm~~)

Drink because you are happy, but never because you are miserable. 

(it's so true, I've just experienced this!xD)

Nothing is miserable unless you think it is so. 

(yea, be positive! everything gonna be OK!)

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. 

It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections

last but not least, most favorite quotes of mine and it has helped me passed through lots :_

when the going get tough, the tough gets going!=)

Btw, a lil not feeling well and requested to go back earlier and Im allowed! 
woo~~FULL day shift changed to Morning, GREAT! =) 
Imma lack of sleep everyday and so the consequence now is, dizzy and not really feel well so, think I should have off to bed earlier tonight to get enough rest! Looking forward a better tomorrow.. Take care everybody ^^

an enjoyable Wednesday ♥

Well, these 2 weeks are suppose not my weeks as I'm start working again and the shift is damn freaking pack! Gosh~~~ Anyway, I've requested one day leave after working for 2 days..haha *if you're my boss, sure you faint!xD* No choice leh, somethings important to do ma ^^


1st round
Went to hill tracking with Yin, John and Tommy 
oh my! was killing me like hell, I was almost faint in the half way >.< *old d la..haha*

let's see my exhausted face..xDD

damn freaking tired, see my messy hair already know how suffer it is, right..? haha

Btw, it's worth when you're on the top of the hill, nice KL view from top there and the weather is damn syok and yea, it's nice place for us to chit-chat uh..4 of us have been chit-chatted for around 1 hour there! =)

2nd round 

Evening, headed to MOMO PARADISE steamboat with Nie, Nicole and their friend Mexx as my Nicole babe's belated birthday celebration ♥

I would say, eating with Nicole is kind of "tiring" stuff, wanna know why...? because YOU WILL BE LAUGHING NON-STOP! somemore today with her "new laughing/joking" member--"uncle mexx".. bo lak arr!! hahahaa.. the night was so laughable, enjoyed till the max =)

p/s: no pictures taken since they're not "hing" this kind of thing one..xDD

3rd round 

After steambot-ing with them , rushed to Huun's earlier birthday celebration---Sing K =)
Sang lot of songs there and it was just so enjoyable when singing with them♥

Anyway, I have broke a RECORD as I didn't get drunk after drank 1 and half bottle of Heineken =P *I'm poor in drinking..xP*

It's maybe I was in a good mood thats why didn't get drunk so easily..haahaa..

Hand-made cake from John and Edward *thumb up*

gals, with Ley Huun..
p/S: happy birthday Gal ♥

Anyway, after this wonderful Wednesday I have to go back to hell's life d >.<
I should be positive huh..? YUP, I have to..So, Jwei Yap don't worry, the following days will be a good good days.. =)

it's not my day =(

It attacking me once again, the ever suck feeling.

Today was the most emo day of mine in this holiday, I would say.

Sadly songs were playing non-stop from my lappy 

Stupid tears were rolling in the eye

Wondering what happen to me but seems many things accumulate and yesh I can't bear! 

warning:please don't ever listen to so called emo songs when you're down, it makes thing worse! 

Babes, I hope you're beside me at that moment, 

I doesn't need an ear , I need a hug or a shoulder instead ='(

"A hug worth a thousand words, it's a universal medicine!"

Anyway, just meant to express and yea I feel better now.. Looking forward to a better tomorrow! nights world =)

我，没变；变的，是我的思想

从几个朋友的部落格绕了一圈，巧合的是，他们的部落格都以华语为主
细读里面的内容后，我生平第一次对华语有了不同的见解
更从他们的部落格对他们有了不同的看法


人，随着年龄的增长的确在思想上也会跟着成长
“你变了”这句话，对我来说有些刺耳
对我而言，变的不是我，而是我的思想
就如现在我对华语改观了，那与我本人根本无关，变的，是我对华语的看法


好比说，人人常说“你变得很现实了”
但，需知道现实跟我们永远脱离不了关系
人不现实可能就没办法得到自己想要的生活。
就连当你想表达你对某些事的不满也不行，
因为，这可能会受到法律的对付，可能会毁你的前途
这与“怕事”完全无关，只因你知道 “现实”根本不允许你这样做

但是，当一个人一味地“迁就现实”，久了你会发觉其实你对这样的生活已经厌倦了
好想好想回到那童年时无忧无虑的生活，
因为他们只是做回他自己，完全无须顾忌其他的因素。

每当烦恼时，望着蓝蓝的天空让我感觉格外的舒服

望着那在天空飞翔的小鸟，羡慕的心情就会涌上心头，

我，几时才可以像它们一样自由地飞翔

‘自由的定义对大家来说都不一样，我家人给我的‘自由’的确胜过许多人

但，我向往的并不是这种自由

除了蓝蓝的天空，碧蓝的沙滩也能给到我一个平静的心境

那无边无尽的海就是我向往的

告诉你们个小秘密：我希望我以后的家是向/靠海的 =)

不知从何开始，我害怕深夜的降临。

尤其是一个寂静的夜晚让我更加抗拒因为‘它’往往会制造让我emo的机会

一个让我又爱又恨的游乐场

它，充满童年的回忆

但，它已经离我越来越远了 =(

如果我随着这道阳光走，真的可以抵达我的目的地吗？

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Imma too bored today so, was planning to do something SPECIAL..xD

What's so special..? hmm...

I had edited some pictures and keep changing blog's layout and yea, I have spent around 4 hours here >____<  *this shows how FREE I am*
welcome to drop your comment about my newest layout oh..hehe


let's see some of my "products"~~~

nice..? hahaha..purposely created for GMF ♥

#color 1

#color 2 ♥

anyway, I didn't use these 2 pics as my blog's pic cz I just meant to edit and keep it..hehe.. This is the evidence to show how much I'm missing these girls uh ♥♥


by the way, recently fall to the song 《听说爱情回来过》love some of the lyrics inside which exactly indicating my feeling now "有一种想见不能见的伤痛，让我对你的思念越来越浓，我却只能把你​ 把你放在我心中"..no doubt that I miss YOU! =)

《快乐天堂》

在一个偶然的下午，这首歌从电脑里播出，

虽不是第一次听，但是第一次对这首歌有很强烈的感触。

《快乐天堂》

大象长长的鼻子正昂扬
全世界都举起了希望
孔雀旋转着碧丽辉煌
没有人能够永远沮丧
河马张开口吞掉了水草
烦恼都装进它的大肚量
老鹰带领着我们飞翔
更高更远更需要梦想
告诉你一个神秘的地方
一个孩子们的快乐天堂
跟人间一样的忙碌扰攘
有哭有笑当然也会有悲伤
我们拥有同样的阳光

他们告诉我们一个神秘的地方，一个孩子们的天堂。

那，有人可以告诉我，我的天堂在那吗？

有人可以告诉我，一个二十一岁的人应该是抱着怎样的态度生活吗？

从面子书上看到各式各样的文章，所谓的人生道理。

我看了，我明！但，看了懂了明了不代表我会去做。

当我们一再得看他人不顺眼，一再的批评他人的所作所为时，

是否应该回头看看自己，我们到底有这个资格吗？

为什么我们一定要长大？为什么世界变得好复杂？

一句话，小孩子的生活永远是最棒，最简单的！

我喜欢！=)