"jelajah UUM"--8km

I've joined the "jelajah UUM" , 8km~~Believe on your eyes, yea, it's 8km..!! I also cant believe that I've finished the whole LOOOOOOONG journey. Bravo to myself..:P  same to others for sure! =)  What I've gained from this journey..? hmm, a "state sira" and certificate..what is mean by SIRA..? sira always drive UUM's students crazy, we used to join EVERYTHING just because of the sira which may help us lot in applying vehicles, applying room and many others else. sound realistic hor..? but it's true, this is the trend of the world, isn't..? LOL..!!


The important thing I wanna to mention is , I've found nice views along the way..!! woa~~have been how long I didn't stop myself and "menikmati" all these nice views since the 1st day I stepped in UUM..!! it's just soooooooooo nature, like it till the max. all these view made me feel so comfortable and relax..♥

it's just like a garden around Dataran Merdeka in KL..it make me thinking of my lovely hometown ♥

 treesssssss is around UUM, although we seem like living in the jungle, but don't you think that UUM is really a very comfortable place..? I love it's environment very much even though the life here a lil bored..!! ♥

I was attracted by their special roots.. =) 

archery~~♡♡

even though I dunno what the hack they were trying to do..but they did this without me lo, hate lo..!!! jealousy arrr...!! imbalance arr..!! xD

all are roommates except me , my roommate dun want join ma..how?? >.<

never mind la. I'm also "half roommate" of jyuin and spy(white shirt) d eh =))

By the way, my leg seem no longer belong to me..it's PAIN like hell..!! Somemore cramped last night tim..pity uh...? but I enjoyed the process..=))

friend ♥

friend doesn't need much, a few truly , trusted friends is more than enough ♥

 I've been thinking lot lately, we're/turning 21st year old and soon will step into society.

Have you ever think of what will be your life after your uni's life..?

you may not gather with your friends frequently, 

you may not crazy with your friends like nobody's business,

when you are down, there may not an ear ready for you anymore, 

when you tend to cry out your unhappiness , there may not a shoulder for you anymore,

when you are facing problems in your career, it's impossible you share with your friends.

I'm not afraid to face the society but I do afraid of no friends beside me, 

I'm not afraid to lead "adult's life" but I afraid of the day separate with friends, 

I'm not afraid being alone at night but I afraid of loneness when there's nobody for me. 

So, enjoy the days that you still can crazy with your friends even though your happiness is through those childish matter, go ahead, don't care what's others saying, thinking..life is short, the period for us to be together is short..3 years not a long period. 

babes, appreciate the time that we're still can spend together. k ♥

I did , do you? ^^

let it be

yea, forget about the past and move on..!! 

Keep it up, our days will always be good good day :)

no tittle

It's going to 2am now but I'm still awake. I was just settled down myself, just finished bathing. Yea, went to Gunung Keriang and Alor Setar Mall with babes today. After backed from Alor Setar at around 10pm, rushed to the meeting for my event. Physically and mentally exhausted..!! By the way, enjoyed the moments laughed like siao po with babes. But just for that short period, we should act like siao po since the beginning lo..haha.. Have been how long I didn't laugh in this way..? I've laughed out all the unhappiness..!! Getting closer with some of them especially my dear roommate SS, how I wish you can treat me in THIS WAY..LOL..!! You did it finally..hahahaa

By the way, specially for 2 of you--my dears.. 

sorry for being so cool at certain periods.Sincerely apologize here, I know that I didn't control my emotion well today. Being so cool sometimes, talked something stupid, showed my "stupid face". You 2 are the only people who can understand me well, thats the reason I apologized cz I know my stupid acting may more or less has made you gals feel disappointed. I've been interrupted by many things recently, really sorry about it. Promise here, NO NEXT TIME K..!! :)


love the following quote, I should apply it to my daily life. Cz being SUPERB EMO recently, always be negatively thinking recently, no idea why am I being like that but......  once again sorry about it..!! I have to change it seriously..!!

"有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只是生活的一

小部分，在其余的时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来"

1st failed paper

I failed a subject..!! an ever 1st subject..!! never fail before..!! do anyone know what's the suck feeling be..? Let me tell you, it's suck till the max..!! you have to pretend like "hmm, I'm ok" even though you are NOT..!! You have to hold your tear from being drop in front of them while they are happy-ing with their good result..!! Being tough in front of people is not that easy , I am in a very high level d..!! I'm serious. I am like a pretender..the expert wan!! I can only show it to those who I really trust on, but can I keep on throwing my rubbish to them..? NO..!! I will just make them worrying about me, make them feel so annoying, perhaps.. Being friend with a emo person is a tough task..!! sorry my dears..!! =(


anyway, the only one I can blame is I myself, this is the consequence for didn't work very hard for this mid-term. I know it well that I can't score well in any of the papers but just it's really unacceptable, I FAILED a paper..!! Btw, it's give me a mental preparation for the upcoming papers. It will be the same..!! but at least, I experienced it already. The feeling may not that suck anymore.

emptiness

afraid of

loneness 

emptiness

this is the reason why am I still holding it tight instead of letting it go

I miss you so badly especially during this lonely night  ='(

# Our greatest pretenses are built up not to hide the evil and the ugly in us, 

but our emptiness. #

nothing lasts forever

Used to looking back on the pictures and thinking of the past recently making me got a thinking that actually "nothing lasts forever, only memories do" not even friendship. I can feel the "differences" between US, I should appreciate it as both of us know it well that it's not easy for US to earn THIS. Sometimes, we shouldn't enlarge whatever problem that appeared instead we should speak it out and solve it together if we still wish to maintain IT.Anyway, it's too late for me to say this , let everything be :)

It's too bad to say that I always fail to last a friendship longer even though I wanted it to be so badly, "trusted friend" keep on changing. It's my problem, perhaps. >.<   Hopefully this problem wont happen on me anymore. However, none of us can predict what's going to happen in the future. As what I've said "nothing lasts forever, only memories do"..!! Since we are still able to create memories among us so, just try our best to collect as much memories as we can. :)

CAN WE..?? ^^

♥♥Friends are the most important part of my life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories♥♥