its complicated feeling

me and YOU 

seem getting closer and closer and 

without doubt, I'm glad this happen on us and I do appreciate it..=)

thank GOD, I got YOU in my life.♥ I love the moments that we share everything, we gossip about others and "shooting" within each other. Well, good friend should be communicate in this way (for me la..xD). Spashibo dorogaya for always be there for me..xD

me and YOU

seem getting stranger recently. I'm wondering why we cant communicate like you and HER. Yea, we look so close but its only close in the sense of "physically" but not "mentally". I admitted that I failed to understand you well.:(  Actually I hope I can but seem not easy for me yea. Anyway, I still feel glad to be friend with you and you can always come to me whenever you need an ear or a shoulder. I'll always be there for you. ♥   

:(

what the hack happening recently..?

Am I..?

Should I..?

May I..?

I failed..!! I always fail not to bother all those non-sense..:(

25/1/2011 ♥

1st steamboat with dorogaya(dear in Russian..^^) + Princess's birthday  ♥
We just had our 1st steamboat at jungle. Since it was Tuesday and many of us got no class so, woke up early in the morning and went C-mart to buy foods. Too bad to say that the choices were limited..!! Gosh~~can't find lot of foods that we wanted.:(


Anyway, its not a big problem for us. As long as all of us can gather then everything is ok..=) After buying things at Changlun , we attended so-called replacement class and Russian class~~its Russian class~~!! sound cool~~right ^^ Have been learned some words there, its so funny~~xD
p/s: one of the tutor so handsome uh..LOL.he has just made SOMEONE lost control.xD


Rushed back for the steamboat after Russian class and specially thanks to my roommate YY , she did helped us lots.Thanks ya =)

13 of us crowded in my small room..but feeling warm huh..?^^

I ♥ this picture so much because of our princess's sweet smile.

you look so sweet here my dear~~

oh gosh~~my dear Jyuin was non-stop eating there..ish~~~xD

she keep saying that "I'm full d" but her mouth still eating non-stop..alamak..!!hahaa

cake...??? which mean that..??

yea, this is the main point we having steamboat.its our cool princess's birthday.

she was trying to hide her birthday from us 

but my dear nana was so smart got to search it at our uni's portal..=)

happy 21st birthday my dear~~♥

(happy birthday in Russian--s dnyom rozhdenie..xD)

♥♥

this bear named "Zhi Hou" cz our princess loves him so much~~~xD

LOL...!!! 

Our dear princess is really cool~~~You know, she din say even 1 words along the birthday celebration. She just said "bye bye" when we all gonna leave(somemore we "ordered" her to say 1..LOL) But she is really cute~~~haha..its our pleasure to own this special friend.♥

Looking forward to our second steamboat over here..its great..=)

TLDM squash camp (20th-22nd Jan) ♥

Finally  I  manage  to  update  my  blog. Surprised  that  I  been  around  1  week  didn't  update  my  blog..? I  want  to  update  too  but  I  can't  even  sign  in  blogger, was  wondering  what's  wrong  with  it.:( 

Anyway, at  last  can  d.:)

Has  just  attended  3D2N  squash  camp  last  Thursday. 
Enjoyed  the  camp  much.=)

It  was  a  great  camp, got  to  learn  lot  of  knowledges/skills  about  squash  and  yes  I  love  squash  more  and  more.♥

Beside  got  those  useful  knowledge , I  got  to  know  lot  of  new  friends  too. They  are  nice  without  doubt.=)

Credit  to  all  the  committees, seniors  and  coaches  for  their  efforts.=) 

world number 1 : Nicole David.. ♥

DAY 1 : 

our hotel for 2 nights..*Galaxy Inn*

we visited TLDM(Tentera Laut Diraja Malaysia) on 1st day..=)

we was training in the squash court of TLDM

nice huh...? ^^

"SS" after a so-called ice breaking with all the participants..♥

OMG...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

DAY 2 :

went to the beach nearby our hotel after 2 training at TLDM.

even though all very tired d but still quite high when taking photo..=)

what the hell I was doing..? lame...!!! xD

police police..!!! mari tangkap~~~!!! xD

DAY 3

took these after our last training with our nice coach--Encik Yazzid..=)

all of us was trying to copy mun's special "squash skill"..xD

our 3D2N camp come to the end..^^

Finally  completed  the  camp  successfully.=)

Squash  is  really  a  nice  game  although  I  still  cant  play  well  but  I  believe  that  we  will  keep  on  practice  and  will  be  more  active  on  squash  club. Appreciate  all  the  effort  that  committees  put  in.thanks  once  again  and  I  suppose  all  participants  enjoyed  the  camp  very  well.=)

  

belated 21st birthday celebration with jungle babes~~♥

Thanks GOD for sending this SMALL GROUP OF PEOPLE into my life and yes they're making my life be more colorful and meaningful. Cant really use any single words to describe our awesome friendship, we just knew each other about half years but its seem like we know each other many many years like super old friends. Its my great pleasure to get all the loving and caring from all of them. I LOVE YOU ALL, JUNGLE BABES♥

They just made my day , they just touched my deeply heart.♥

I've mentioned in the previous post that I've received some birthday cards from them and its really touched. Surprisingly, they gave me another surprise when we hanging out yesterday. Yesterday was public holiday as birthday of Sultan Kedah. We went out to Jitra to buy something and watch movie. They did give me a surprised birthday celebration when we finished our lunch at "new town kopitiam". Yeap, maybe you girls a bit disappointed due to my smartness.xD  Even though I got to guess it early but frankly speaking, I was really touch, no words can describe how much I appreciate it..!! I MEANT IT. 

Since I was young, I always think that its seem like no one will care about me, its seem very hard to find a truly friend, mean I will always be the 1 who been ignored in any gang. Hmm, maybe its my problem but its totally a different story after I knowing you all. You girls are just too sweet, too loving and caring. I'm glad to know all of you. Jwei Yap do swear here, I will always be available when you girls need me, I will always be there for you girls no matter what's going on in the future. Thnaks girls, friendship forever~~ ♥ you all.

many of them said this pic nice~~~hehe

our new member--LAME YAO~~xD

lovely UUM gang~~♥♥

BEFORE~~

AFTER~~xD

"camera sensors" 从出江湖..xD

thanks my dears~~you girls made my day~~muack~~♥♥

went to Kuala Perlis after watched movie

♥ this so much~~~"got feel".

OMG...!!! I was trying TO BE LADY~~LOL

wohoo~~~nice leh~~~♥♥

nana said I look charming here..haha

these 2 pictures din post at facebook due to some reasons..haha..

YOU know I know enough liao..hehe

thanks once again~~♥♥

2nd round really surprised me, specially thanks to bobo~~♥ 

(take this opportunity thanks to Ve Yap too.^^)

thanks bao bei~~♥

♥♥

once again, others than thanks I don't know what else I can say 

THANKS, I APPRECIATE IT LOT~~LOVE YOU GIRLS~~

Anyway, got to know something when having dinner with nana and yookies just now and got shocked with something and this time I really touched till speechless ady, really don't know how to describe the feeling but TOUCHED ..!!I know you girls discuss all the plan via facebook and surprisingly the message was started/tagged by my dear roommate Selena Sum~~I just knew it and to be frank, I never expect you will do in this way~~thanks dear.love you.thanks GOD giving me such a loving roommate..=)

p/s: please don't be "disappointed" cz I din cry yesterday..haha.. frankly speaking, I cried last night when I recalling back all these before I sleep. Its truth..!! I want to maintain my "man's image" ma, cannot simply cry in front of you girls one..hehe.

21st Birthday

Finally got to update my blog. Have been few days didn't online due to the superb noob's line here.T.T


Well, I am officially 21 years old now. I had a blast on my big day even though didn't carry out any special celebration. But what has happened will "stick" in my heart till my last breath.=)


This was the most special birthday throughout my 21 years. 1st of all, its 21st, I suppose it meant lot to everyone. Next, I was so lucky to have birthday on this special day. 11/1/11.. "5 1"..nice date, it will only appear once 100 years.=) Not only that, it was the 1st time falling sick during birthday making me cant go anywhere but just stay at home..T.T Anyway, it doesn't matter for me cz I has received over hundred of birthday wishes from facebook, messages and calls.(for the 1st time to receive so many wishes..^^) I wanna to take this chance to apologize to some of you ,sorry if I din pick up your call cz I was sleeping at that time and for those even I picked up but I act so "cool" not because I LC k but I just woke up and still blur-ing la woi~~sorry yea..^^Anyway,  thank you guys, you guys just made my day~~♥♥ 

Next, the warmest part was at night. Dear, your message meant a lot to me, thanks you so much~~No words can describe how much I appreciate it. Just wish to let you know , you're irreplaceable no matter what's going on in the future.k..♥ ya..=)
And YOU, thanks for giving me a great "birthday present". It was what's I wishing for all the time and finally YOU made it.Thanks a lot~~its more than enough for me.^^**you just made my day**

To be frank, I satisfied with all these already.But who's know~~saw these when I opened my mail box on the next day~~~

from my dear Selena, she sent this to me via express post.SHOCKED 1..!!

anyway, appreciate to the max~~I never think of you will do in this way.I like it so muchy even though it is pink color(as evy1 know, I dislike pink..haha) but anyway pink representing you wat and I will love pink soon~~xD 

Thanks GOD sending you as my roommate..^^ 

♡THANKS MY DEAR, love you♡

SHOCKED 2 from my dear Jyuin~~

appreciate to the max~~Knowing that you took some time to find this card and here I want to tell you that I LOVE IT SO MUCH~~especially the CONTENT..it meant lot to me~~**We'll always be pals it's true**

♡THANKS MY DEAR,love you♡

SHOCKED 3 from my dear SPY~~

appreciate to the max~~to be frank, the contents inside was so lame but I like it..hahaa..

SPY, so sorry if my "joke" had hurt you before. I promised here I will care your feeling more each time when I wanna to say something~~and yesh..!! you're my good friend no matter how~~xD

♡THANKS MY DEAR, love you♡

And wanna to take this oppurtunity thanks to my Jinjang's gang besties

--Smun, Koo and Smei.

thanks for planning to carry out celebration with me even though we failed to make it finally due to many unexpected incidents.

Thanks lot for the "heart" and I appreciate lots..I meant it 

so, noneed to feel guilty of it.k..love you gals~~♥

result of first semester

What's a bad day is today. I am superb not feeling well here , fever+serious coughing+sore throat(i think is due to serious coughing). I'm wondering what's happening to my body, I seem falling sick so frequent recently. Is it show that I'm getting older.? LOL. Seriously, have to lead a healthy lifestyle.really..!! *trying*


Alright, back to the topic. About my result in first semester to be frank, I am not really satisfy with it. 3.32 seem not a very good result for me. Well, can't deny that I was aiming for higher pointer, thought can get at least 3.5 then it will be my great 21st birthday present.^^ However, my wish been spoilt by "social science" and "calculus". Wondering what happen to my "social science" I was quite confident on it but I just got B.*sour face* and I am totally speechless on "calculus" , the worse among all the subjects. Anyway, I accepting it because it's the consequence of always ponteng for this class. *guilty-ing* 


Was feeling sad, disappointed and imbalance(due to some reasons) too when got my result but after talked to my dears. I'm feeling better now. I'm fine.really.!! And, I'm satisfied with my result though. Think positively, it will be my great motivation to work harder for the coming new brand semester. Yesh..!! go go gambateh..!! Cheer~~~=)


*bravo to jungle babes who got good result, our effort is worth..=)*