its complicated feeling

me and YOU 

seem getting closer and closer and 

without doubt, I'm glad this happen on us and I do appreciate it..=)

thank GOD, I got YOU in my life.♥ I love the moments that we share everything, we gossip about others and "shooting" within each other. Well, good friend should be communicate in this way (for me la..xD). Spashibo dorogaya for always be there for me..xD

me and YOU

seem getting stranger recently. I'm wondering why we cant communicate like you and HER. Yea, we look so close but its only close in the sense of "physically" but not "mentally". I admitted that I failed to understand you well.:(  Actually I hope I can but seem not easy for me yea. Anyway, I still feel glad to be friend with you and you can always come to me whenever you need an ear or a shoulder. I'll always be there for you. ♥   

:(

what the hack happening recently..?

Am I..?

Should I..?

May I..?

I failed..!! I always fail not to bother all those non-sense..:(

25/1/2011 ♥

1st steamboat with dorogaya(dear in Russian..^^) + Princess's birthday  ♥
We just had our 1st steamboat at jungle. Since it was Tuesday and many of us got no class so, woke up early in the morning and went C-mart to buy foods. Too bad to say that the choices were limited..!! Gosh~~can't find lot of foods that we wanted.:(


Anyway, its not a big problem for us. As long as all of us can gather then everything is ok..=) After buying things at Changlun , we attended so-called replacement class and Russian class~~its Russian class~~!! sound cool~~right ^^ Have been learned some words there, its so funny~~xD
p/s: one of the tutor so handsome uh..LOL.he has just made SOMEONE lost control.xD


Rushed back for the steamboat after Russian class and specially thanks to my roommate YY , she did helped us lots.Thanks ya =)

13 of us crowded in my small room..but feeling warm huh..?^^

I ♥ this picture so much because of our princess's sweet smile.

you look so sweet here my dear~~

oh gosh~~my dear Jyuin was non-stop eating there..ish~~~xD

she keep saying that "I'm full d" but her mouth still eating non-stop..alamak..!!hahaa

cake...??? which mean that..??

yea, this is the main point we having steamboat.its our cool princess's birthday.

she was trying to hide her birthday from us 

but my dear nana was so smart got to search it at our uni's portal..=)

happy 21st birthday my dear~~♥

(happy birthday in Russian--s dnyom rozhdenie..xD)

♥♥

this bear named "Zhi Hou" cz our princess loves him so much~~~xD

LOL...!!! 

Our dear princess is really cool~~~You know, she din say even 1 words along the birthday celebration. She just said "bye bye" when we all gonna leave(somemore we "ordered" her to say 1..LOL) But she is really cute~~~haha..its our pleasure to own this special friend.♥

Looking forward to our second steamboat over here..its great..=)

TLDM squash camp (20th-22nd Jan) ♥

Finally  I  manage  to  update  my  blog. Surprised  that  I  been  around  1  week  didn't  update  my  blog..? I  want  to  update  too  but  I  can't  even  sign  in  blogger, was  wondering  what's  wrong  with  it.:( 

Anyway, at  last  can  d.:)

Has  just  attended  3D2N  squash  camp  last  Thursday. 
Enjoyed  the  camp  much.=)

It  was  a  great  camp, got  to  learn  lot  of  knowledges/skills  about  squash  and  yes  I  love  squash  more  and  more.♥

Beside  got  those  useful  knowledge , I  got  to  know  lot  of  new  friends  too. They  are  nice  without  doubt.=)

Credit  to  all  the  committees, seniors  and  coaches  for  their  efforts.=) 

world number 1 : Nicole David.. ♥

DAY 1 : 

our hotel for 2 nights..*Galaxy Inn*

we visited TLDM(Tentera Laut Diraja Malaysia) on 1st day..=)

we was training in the squash court of TLDM

nice huh...? ^^

"SS" after a so-called ice breaking with all the participants..♥

OMG...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

DAY 2 :

went to the beach nearby our hotel after 2 training at TLDM.

even though all very tired d but still quite high when taking photo..=)

what the hell I was doing..? lame...!!! xD

police police..!!! mari tangkap~~~!!! xD

DAY 3

took these after our last training with our nice coach--Encik Yazzid..=)

all of us was trying to copy mun's special "squash skill"..xD

our 3D2N camp come to the end..^^

Finally  completed  the  camp  successfully.=)

Squash  is  really  a  nice  game  although  I  still  cant  play  well  but  I  believe  that  we  will  keep  on  practice  and  will  be  more  active  on  squash  club. Appreciate  all  the  effort  that  committees  put  in.thanks  once  again  and  I  suppose  all  participants  enjoyed  the  camp  very  well.=)

  

belated 21st birthday celebration with jungle babes~~♥

Thanks GOD for sending this SMALL GROUP OF PEOPLE into my life and yes they're making my life be more colorful and meaningful. Cant really use any single words to describe our awesome friendship, we just knew each other about half years but its seem like we know each other many many years like super old friends. Its my great pleasure to get all the loving and caring from all of them. I LOVE YOU ALL, JUNGLE BABES♥

They just made my day , they just touched my deeply heart.♥

I've mentioned in the previous post that I've received some birthday cards from them and its really touched. Surprisingly, they gave me another surprise when we hanging out yesterday. Yesterday was public holiday as birthday of Sultan Kedah. We went out to Jitra to buy something and watch movie. They did give me a surprised birthday celebration when we finished our lunch at "new town kopitiam". Yeap, maybe you girls a bit disappointed due to my smartness.xD  Even though I got to guess it early but frankly speaking, I was really touch, no words can describe how much I appreciate it..!! I MEANT IT. 

Since I was young, I always think that its seem like no one will care about me, its seem very hard to find a truly friend, mean I will always be the 1 who been ignored in any gang. Hmm, maybe its my problem but its totally a different story after I knowing you all. You girls are just too sweet, too loving and caring. I'm glad to know all of you. Jwei Yap do swear here, I will always be available when you girls need me, I will always be there for you girls no matter what's going on in the future. Thnaks girls, friendship forever~~ ♥ you all.

many of them said this pic nice~~~hehe

our new member--LAME YAO~~xD

lovely UUM gang~~♥♥

BEFORE~~

AFTER~~xD

"camera sensors" 从出江湖..xD

thanks my dears~~you girls made my day~~muack~~♥♥

went to Kuala Perlis after watched movie

♥ this so much~~~"got feel".

OMG...!!! I was trying TO BE LADY~~LOL

wohoo~~~nice leh~~~♥♥

nana said I look charming here..haha

these 2 pictures din post at facebook due to some reasons..haha..

YOU know I know enough liao..hehe

thanks once again~~♥♥

2nd round really surprised me, specially thanks to bobo~~♥ 

(take this opportunity thanks to Ve Yap too.^^)

thanks bao bei~~♥

♥♥

once again, others than thanks I don't know what else I can say 

THANKS, I APPRECIATE IT LOT~~LOVE YOU GIRLS~~

Anyway, got to know something when having dinner with nana and yookies just now and got shocked with something and this time I really touched till speechless ady, really don't know how to describe the feeling but TOUCHED ..!!I know you girls discuss all the plan via facebook and surprisingly the message was started/tagged by my dear roommate Selena Sum~~I just knew it and to be frank, I never expect you will do in this way~~thanks dear.love you.thanks GOD giving me such a loving roommate..=)

p/s: please don't be "disappointed" cz I din cry yesterday..haha.. frankly speaking, I cried last night when I recalling back all these before I sleep. Its truth..!! I want to maintain my "man's image" ma, cannot simply cry in front of you girls one..hehe.

21st Birthday

Finally got to update my blog. Have been few days didn't online due to the superb noob's line here.T.T


Well, I am officially 21 years old now. I had a blast on my big day even though didn't carry out any special celebration. But what has happened will "stick" in my heart till my last breath.=)


This was the most special birthday throughout my 21 years. 1st of all, its 21st, I suppose it meant lot to everyone. Next, I was so lucky to have birthday on this special day. 11/1/11.. "5 1"..nice date, it will only appear once 100 years.=) Not only that, it was the 1st time falling sick during birthday making me cant go anywhere but just stay at home..T.T Anyway, it doesn't matter for me cz I has received over hundred of birthday wishes from facebook, messages and calls.(for the 1st time to receive so many wishes..^^) I wanna to take this chance to apologize to some of you ,sorry if I din pick up your call cz I was sleeping at that time and for those even I picked up but I act so "cool" not because I LC k but I just woke up and still blur-ing la woi~~sorry yea..^^Anyway,  thank you guys, you guys just made my day~~♥♥ 

Next, the warmest part was at night. Dear, your message meant a lot to me, thanks you so much~~No words can describe how much I appreciate it. Just wish to let you know , you're irreplaceable no matter what's going on in the future.k..♥ ya..=)
And YOU, thanks for giving me a great "birthday present". It was what's I wishing for all the time and finally YOU made it.Thanks a lot~~its more than enough for me.^^**you just made my day**

To be frank, I satisfied with all these already.But who's know~~saw these when I opened my mail box on the next day~~~

from my dear Selena, she sent this to me via express post.SHOCKED 1..!!

anyway, appreciate to the max~~I never think of you will do in this way.I like it so muchy even though it is pink color(as evy1 know, I dislike pink..haha) but anyway pink representing you wat and I will love pink soon~~xD 

Thanks GOD sending you as my roommate..^^ 

♡THANKS MY DEAR, love you♡

SHOCKED 2 from my dear Jyuin~~

appreciate to the max~~Knowing that you took some time to find this card and here I want to tell you that I LOVE IT SO MUCH~~especially the CONTENT..it meant lot to me~~**We'll always be pals it's true**

♡THANKS MY DEAR,love you♡

SHOCKED 3 from my dear SPY~~

appreciate to the max~~to be frank, the contents inside was so lame but I like it..hahaa..

SPY, so sorry if my "joke" had hurt you before. I promised here I will care your feeling more each time when I wanna to say something~~and yesh..!! you're my good friend no matter how~~xD

♡THANKS MY DEAR, love you♡

And wanna to take this oppurtunity thanks to my Jinjang's gang besties

--Smun, Koo and Smei.

thanks for planning to carry out celebration with me even though we failed to make it finally due to many unexpected incidents.

Thanks lot for the "heart" and I appreciate lots..I meant it 

so, noneed to feel guilty of it.k..love you gals~~♥

result of first semester

What's a bad day is today. I am superb not feeling well here , fever+serious coughing+sore throat(i think is due to serious coughing). I'm wondering what's happening to my body, I seem falling sick so frequent recently. Is it show that I'm getting older.? LOL. Seriously, have to lead a healthy lifestyle.really..!! *trying*


Alright, back to the topic. About my result in first semester to be frank, I am not really satisfy with it. 3.32 seem not a very good result for me. Well, can't deny that I was aiming for higher pointer, thought can get at least 3.5 then it will be my great 21st birthday present.^^ However, my wish been spoilt by "social science" and "calculus". Wondering what happen to my "social science" I was quite confident on it but I just got B.*sour face* and I am totally speechless on "calculus" , the worse among all the subjects. Anyway, I accepting it because it's the consequence of always ponteng for this class. *guilty-ing* 


Was feeling sad, disappointed and imbalance(due to some reasons) too when got my result but after talked to my dears. I'm feeling better now. I'm fine.really.!! And, I'm satisfied with my result though. Think positively, it will be my great motivation to work harder for the coming new brand semester. Yesh..!! go go gambateh..!! Cheer~~~=)


*bravo to jungle babes who got good result, our effort is worth..=)*

I'm weak =(

Same like yesterday, just backed from work and because of this I realized that I'm weak. Just worked for 2 days but its seem like has worked for 2 weeks continuously. Physically exhausted..!! Is falling sick..><


I am not only weak on this. Has just read an article from facebook and my tear are now "running" in my eye. Sometimes you will never realized actually you are weak and you need a strong shoulder.really..!! *I'm not meaning about I need a guy k.don't misunderstand ya.=)* 

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=10150115470076882&id=555062999
This is the article that I'm mentioning. I like some sentences from this article. Let's share with you guys.=)


♥Love爱=Listen倾听+Obligate感恩+Valued尊重+Excuse宽恕
♥咖啡苦与甜，不在于怎么搅拌，而在于是否放糖；一段伤痛，不在于怎么忘记，而在于是否有勇气重新开始。
♥为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？
♥从正面看，是伟大的神（God）；从反面看，是卑鄙小人（dog）。其实，人们所犯的罪恶（evil），反过来，正是为了活着（live）。”——换个角度很多事情便不一样
♥友谊、爱情、婚姻都好比铺水泥路，隔上一段就要留出一条缝隙，保持着一点点距离。不留缝隙，路面很快就会膨胀、坏掉。
♥我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，因为这首歌，我们一起听过
♥人生试题一共有四道题目：学业、事业、婚姻、家庭。平均分高才能及格，切莫花太多的时间和精力在任一题目上。
♥♥♥请感谢伤害你的人，因为他磨炼了你的心志！请感谢绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的双腿！请感谢欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的智慧！请感谢藐视你的人，因为他觉醒了你的自尊！请感谢遗弃你的人，因为他教会了你该独立！


I got something from here, can bear in mind and practice it or not.? I'm not really sure but I know at least few of it I CAN..!!


**hey YOU, don't misunderstand what I said here , I know what's in your mind now. But please~~ remember what I promised and you too. For sure it's not what's in your mind now, k.♥ you**

tiring day

Just  backed  from  work, was  helping  SF  work  for  1  day  since  today  is  Jusco  J  card  members  day. It  was  so  crowded  and  all  the  people  there  was  trying  their  ever  hard  to  grab  all  the  stuff  they're  wanted.LOL..*shaking  head*

Anyway, SF  will  set  up  fair  on  tomorrow  and  her  counter  seem  "been  robbed" after  today. So, she's  still  need  me  for  few  days.hehe..Going  to  work  for  her  for  the  following  few  days , even  though  its  tired  but  think  positively , can  get  some  income  also  not  bad  ma  , just  do  her  a  favor  since  she's  really  treat  me  quite  well  and  just  3  days  only  ma. It's  not  a  big  deal.=)

Last  but  not  least, I  felt  quite  warm  when  saw  IT  after  I  backed  form  work..YOU  made  my  night. I'm  sure  that  I  will  have  a  nice  dream  tonight.=)

nights  everyone♡♡

(one  of  my  mission  is  trying  to  sleep  before  12am  everyday  but  now  2:30am  already..!!! LOL) * guilty-ing* 

♡ at home

I'd rather to stay at home than hanging around with buddies during this holiday, just feel like wanna be with my family (others reason:no extra money to spend.:P)  Always heard jungle babes complaining about home sick and franking speaking I seldom face this problem, just don't know why I wont miss home like what they did.(I mean superb miss..xD) Seem like tonnes of problems come when I at home but maybe they were trying to hide from me when I at uni.=(


Anyway, I think after this holiday will be totally a different story. I feel so good by just staying at home even though I got nothing to do. Everyday same routine--work, sleep, online.That's my sem break.LOL.


Alright, back to the topic.
As many people know, I and my sister used to argue by just a small matter. Surprisingly, we never quarrel among these few weeks, for those who well known us sure will feel so surprise of it even my aunt noticed it and just "congrats" us.LOL


Furthermore, I've noticed that I seem like easily get touched by whatever that did by my lovely mummy recently.(even just a very small matter) She used to release temper on us whenever those customers pissed her off. (bad temper parents produced bad temper children..xD) Anyway, thats not the main point cz I get used of it long time ago.hehe..What I want to say is that, the relationship between me and her getting closer each time I backed for holiday.(even though she's still maintain her "old pattern"---scold me without reasonable reason..>.<) However , the fact is she really ♥ me. I can really feel it.=)

Nothing is important than family, sweet home always is the best place for us to stay, you will never feel lonely when you spending your time with your family and only "FAMILYSHIP" can lasts forever..♥

new year resolutions for 2011 ♥♥

As what I've mentioned in the previous post , I got my new year resolutions but don't feel like wanna list it out here cz worry that I can't achieve it at the end and I will feel "paiseh" of it.Anyway, I changed my mind now cz I'm really bored and really nothing can do..xD 

My new year resolutions:

 1. JUST  BE  MYSELF

  don't too care about what's others saying as long as I think that is correct and I feel happy with it.=)  (anyway, I will still listen to those useful advises geh.^^)

2. be  a  LOVING  and  CARING  daughther,  sister  and  friend..♥

♥ and care my family more , nothing is important than family.=)

same to my friendship, be a loving and caring friend as well. I ♥ my friends, friends always come after family..=)

3. STUDY  HARD,  STUDY  SMART 

   I have to always bear in mind why I have been in UUM. Have to try my ever best not to ponteng any classes since this sem will be a tough sem (used to ponteng at 1st semester..*guilty-ing*..>.<)

4. ELIMINATE  ALL  THE  BAD  HABITS 

  Currently having lots of bad habits, especially bad temper toward my parents..>.<

5. SAVE  MONEY

  spend wisely, always think twice before get something. Money is hard to earn.=)

6. LEAD  HEALTHY  LIFESTYLE

   sleep early (if I can off to bed before 12am then its can consider as a great achievement already.LOL), lose weight (currently my "burden" seem keep increasing..have to keep keep d la..>.<), less junk foods

7. BE  MATURE  no  matter  in  thinking  or  action.

8. BE  INDEPENDENCE 

   don't always rely on others bcz I am now an adult.*turning to 21 years old* (getting old d..><)

9. BE  OPTIMISTIC 

 don't always "enlarge" the problems, be positive thinking on everything no more negative thinking please~~be confident when making any decisions..=)

10. STAY  HAPPY  

enjoy the life as much as possible..keep nicely what's should be keep, let it go those not belong to you.=)

hope I can achieve all of these in 2011..=)

** when the going get tough, the tough get going **

1st day of 2011♥♥

Just  backed  from  Koo's  21st  birthday  party (early  celebration), my  dear  looks  so  pretty  tonight.=)


Anyway, it  was  not  just  a  birthday  party  but  it  more  like  form6  gathering  (Art  class  students,  only  me  and  ccw  from  science  class..>.<). Frankly  speaking, their  group  seem  more  friendly  than  ours. I  can  just  easily  close  to  them  and  they  gave  me  a  very  good  respond  too. I  like  to  be  crazy  with  them. They  are  just  nice  and  stupid  john  boy  told  me  actually  they  all  very  nice  1  just  we  act  so  LCLY  last  time..LOL

happy birthday prettie..=)

part of us..=)

she is my super "old friend"..we knew each other since Kindergarten..

which mean that we knew each other about 15 years already..xD 

hmm..has  just  drank  some  "tiger"  and  my  mouth  very  smelly  now...>.<

Anyway,  hope  everyone  had  a  good  new  start  in  1st  day  of  2011..nights  everybody..=)