人生教我的功课

♥人生是不公平, 但还是好得很.

怀疑的时候, 朝着未来踏出一小步♥

♥人生太短, 短到来不及浪费时间去恨任何一个人.

生病的时候, 你的工作不会照顾你. 你的朋友和父母会. 保持联络♥

♥找人一起哭. 它比独自啜泣更加疗愈.

和你的过去和解, 它不会搞砸你的当下♥

♥别拿自己的人生和他人做比较. 你根本不清楚他们的人生是怎么一回事.

如果一段亲密关系要偷偷摸摸, 你根本不应该涉入♥

♥没让你死的事情，真的会让你更坚强.

准备要周全, 然后随遇而安♥

♥除了你, 没有人在主宰你的快乐.

把你所有的不幸用这一句话把它表框起来:”五年后, 这还重要吗?”♥

♥永远选择快乐地生活

原谅每一个人每一件事♥

♥别人怎么看你根本不关你的事.

时间会痊愈几乎每一件事. 给时间,时间♥

♥无论情况多好或多坏, 它都会变的.

不要那么认真的看待自己. 没有人会这样看待你的♥

♥真正最重要的是你爱过.

每一天都出门.奇迹在四处等着.相信奇迹♥

♥如果我们都把我们的问题都丢成一堆, 然后看看其它人的,我们会把我们的捡回来.

别忌妒别人浪费时间. 你已经拥有你所需要的了♥

♥相信你最好的都还没来.

善待每一个人♥

♥人生最终不会被打上蝴蝶结, 但它仍然是一份礼物

"jelajah UUM"--8km

I've joined the "jelajah UUM" , 8km~~Believe on your eyes, yea, it's 8km..!! I also cant believe that I've finished the whole LOOOOOOONG journey. Bravo to myself..:P  same to others for sure! =)  What I've gained from this journey..? hmm, a "state sira" and certificate..what is mean by SIRA..? sira always drive UUM's students crazy, we used to join EVERYTHING just because of the sira which may help us lot in applying vehicles, applying room and many others else. sound realistic hor..? but it's true, this is the trend of the world, isn't..? LOL..!!


The important thing I wanna to mention is , I've found nice views along the way..!! woa~~have been how long I didn't stop myself and "menikmati" all these nice views since the 1st day I stepped in UUM..!! it's just soooooooooo nature, like it till the max. all these view made me feel so comfortable and relax..♥

it's just like a garden around Dataran Merdeka in KL..it make me thinking of my lovely hometown ♥

 treesssssss is around UUM, although we seem like living in the jungle, but don't you think that UUM is really a very comfortable place..? I love it's environment very much even though the life here a lil bored..!! ♥

I was attracted by their special roots.. =) 

archery~~♡♡

even though I dunno what the hack they were trying to do..but they did this without me lo, hate lo..!!! jealousy arrr...!! imbalance arr..!! xD

all are roommates except me , my roommate dun want join ma..how?? >.<

never mind la. I'm also "half roommate" of jyuin and spy(white shirt) d eh =))

By the way, my leg seem no longer belong to me..it's PAIN like hell..!! Somemore cramped last night tim..pity uh...? but I enjoyed the process..=))

friend ♥

friend doesn't need much, a few truly , trusted friends is more than enough ♥

 I've been thinking lot lately, we're/turning 21st year old and soon will step into society.

Have you ever think of what will be your life after your uni's life..?

you may not gather with your friends frequently, 

you may not crazy with your friends like nobody's business,

when you are down, there may not an ear ready for you anymore, 

when you tend to cry out your unhappiness , there may not a shoulder for you anymore,

when you are facing problems in your career, it's impossible you share with your friends.

I'm not afraid to face the society but I do afraid of no friends beside me, 

I'm not afraid to lead "adult's life" but I afraid of the day separate with friends, 

I'm not afraid being alone at night but I afraid of loneness when there's nobody for me. 

So, enjoy the days that you still can crazy with your friends even though your happiness is through those childish matter, go ahead, don't care what's others saying, thinking..life is short, the period for us to be together is short..3 years not a long period. 

babes, appreciate the time that we're still can spend together. k ♥

I did , do you? ^^

let it be

yea, forget about the past and move on..!! 

Keep it up, our days will always be good good day :)

no tittle

It's going to 2am now but I'm still awake. I was just settled down myself, just finished bathing. Yea, went to Gunung Keriang and Alor Setar Mall with babes today. After backed from Alor Setar at around 10pm, rushed to the meeting for my event. Physically and mentally exhausted..!! By the way, enjoyed the moments laughed like siao po with babes. But just for that short period, we should act like siao po since the beginning lo..haha.. Have been how long I didn't laugh in this way..? I've laughed out all the unhappiness..!! Getting closer with some of them especially my dear roommate SS, how I wish you can treat me in THIS WAY..LOL..!! You did it finally..hahahaa

By the way, specially for 2 of you--my dears.. 

sorry for being so cool at certain periods.Sincerely apologize here, I know that I didn't control my emotion well today. Being so cool sometimes, talked something stupid, showed my "stupid face". You 2 are the only people who can understand me well, thats the reason I apologized cz I know my stupid acting may more or less has made you gals feel disappointed. I've been interrupted by many things recently, really sorry about it. Promise here, NO NEXT TIME K..!! :)


love the following quote, I should apply it to my daily life. Cz being SUPERB EMO recently, always be negatively thinking recently, no idea why am I being like that but......  once again sorry about it..!! I have to change it seriously..!!

"有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只是生活的一

小部分，在其余的时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来"

1st failed paper

I failed a subject..!! an ever 1st subject..!! never fail before..!! do anyone know what's the suck feeling be..? Let me tell you, it's suck till the max..!! you have to pretend like "hmm, I'm ok" even though you are NOT..!! You have to hold your tear from being drop in front of them while they are happy-ing with their good result..!! Being tough in front of people is not that easy , I am in a very high level d..!! I'm serious. I am like a pretender..the expert wan!! I can only show it to those who I really trust on, but can I keep on throwing my rubbish to them..? NO..!! I will just make them worrying about me, make them feel so annoying, perhaps.. Being friend with a emo person is a tough task..!! sorry my dears..!! =(


anyway, the only one I can blame is I myself, this is the consequence for didn't work very hard for this mid-term. I know it well that I can't score well in any of the papers but just it's really unacceptable, I FAILED a paper..!! Btw, it's give me a mental preparation for the upcoming papers. It will be the same..!! but at least, I experienced it already. The feeling may not that suck anymore.

emptiness

afraid of

loneness 

emptiness

this is the reason why am I still holding it tight instead of letting it go

I miss you so badly especially during this lonely night  ='(

# Our greatest pretenses are built up not to hide the evil and the ugly in us, 

but our emptiness. #

nothing lasts forever

Used to looking back on the pictures and thinking of the past recently making me got a thinking that actually "nothing lasts forever, only memories do" not even friendship. I can feel the "differences" between US, I should appreciate it as both of us know it well that it's not easy for US to earn THIS. Sometimes, we shouldn't enlarge whatever problem that appeared instead we should speak it out and solve it together if we still wish to maintain IT.Anyway, it's too late for me to say this , let everything be :)

It's too bad to say that I always fail to last a friendship longer even though I wanted it to be so badly, "trusted friend" keep on changing. It's my problem, perhaps. >.<   Hopefully this problem wont happen on me anymore. However, none of us can predict what's going to happen in the future. As what I've said "nothing lasts forever, only memories do"..!! Since we are still able to create memories among us so, just try our best to collect as much memories as we can. :)

CAN WE..?? ^^

♥♥Friends are the most important part of my life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories♥♥

disaster again ='(

Sad when read through this sentence from facebook just a moment ago "A large tsunami is sweeping through north-eastern Japan, following an earthquake thought to have been 8.9 on the Richter Scale"..Gosh..!! it's disaster again..!! Yea, it seem like we are able to sense the arrival of doomsday d. >___<

scary picture ever..!! it's Japan, it's a superb advanced country..!!

I couldn't imagine how serious it is..!! Everybody, please pray super hard for the victims..

MAY GOD BLESS THEM..!!

YAB's spring fest 2011--Awesome Blossom II ♥

4th of March--Yab's spring fest 2011@Awesome Blossom II  ♥


Yea, it played quite a vital role for all of us. All the committees did put lot of efforts on it and yesh the event ended with happiness. =) I got the great feel of CNY once again, CNY's mood always is the best. We all just like celebrate CNY for the second time in a year.hehe 


Let's the pictures tell the story ^^

all the committees for this event~~

Biro Program~~

we SS 1st while waiting for others to stand by for the group pic =)

1st activity on that day--Calligraphy

They were preparing the materials for the competition =)

what's great surprise that foreigners joined our "calligraphy competition"..

it's great..!!

everyone were so serious~~~

see~~they really wrote it out..!! CHINESE..!! **clap clap**

woa~~~有姿势罢了~~xP

1st prize..nice uh...? NICE...!!!

some of the "products"

after our own activity, we joined the second competition--吹梅

nice...?? done by me..hehe..^^

done by me and mun..=)

♥♥

all did put effort on this..well done =)

3rd station--tanglung making competition :)

one of the event at night =)

♥♥

lion dance..My godness, they were so cute~~~~~

Beside lion dance, there're others show as well like Wu Shu , Magic Show, musical drama..=)

flash mob~~♥

圆满结束~~♥

舞台背景~~♥

5 of us--committees of Biro Program@Calligraphy's group..:)

Bravo once again to all the committees. we did a good job and I'm sure most of us did enjoyed the night. It's more or less help us to release some stress out of these stressful days. WELL DONE..!! =)

hope always end with disappointments

Yea, I suppose many people will agree with me that hope always end with disappointments. =(


for example :_
** I hope I can score well in STPM but the result was disappointed me :(
** I hope I can get my favourite course but the result was disappointed me 
 (btw, I satisfied with my current course..^^)
** I hope we're still can keep the awesome relationship but its disappointed me :(
** I hope to get some ♡ from you but YOU disappointed me :(
** I hope I can know YOU more but YOU(fate) disappointed me :(
** I hope I can do well in my studies but seem I am the one who disappointed myself
** I hope it can be a great presentation, yet the result was disappointed me :(
** I did put some hopes on YOU but YOU were disappointed ME 
** They did put some hopes on ME but I'd disappointed THEM 
** YOU did put some hopes on HIM but HE'd disappointed YOU


By the way , I found a quote who I myself think that it's quite meaningful "You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try".. yea, no doubt that "never try, never know" but how many people can really bear with the disappointments..? I dare no one can really bear with it. Anyway, life is short , we should try everything that we think that WE SHOULD TO DO SO. We may be tougher/stronger/more mature from those disappointments. 

appreciate ♥

I  do  appreciate  IT

IT  means  a  lot  to  me

thanks  God  giving  me  THIS..!! 

keep  it  on, don't  let  anything  spoil  IT  ya..

LOVE..!! ♥

I ♥ Jay

Jay Chou's having his concert in Malaysia these 2 days. I'm sad that can't attend it , its such a waste , I missed a chance to enjoy this awesome concert. Haix, all because of I was worrying that today may have marching or integration for my ko-k but wth today's ko-k CANCELLED....!!! FATE..!! >___<


So damn imbalance and envy when seeing my friends posted his concert's pictures..T___T
Anyway, wait for next time ba..hmm, to show my support and spirit will always be with him, I've changed my fb's profile pic, my handphone's wallpaper and laptop's wallpaper, ALL ARE JAY CHOU~~~♥♥ hehe..   **sound crazy uh...? but I ♥ him..^^ **

woa~~~if my bf is a piano player then how great it is..:P

cute~~~♡♡

yeng~~~♥♥

cool~~~♥♥

man~~~♥♥

as my laptop's wallpaper d...hehe

yeap, my fb's latest profile pic..♥♥

love Jay till the max~~♥♥

To cure my sadness for today, I will only play his songs whole day.. His songs always give me motivation especially on these stressful days..LOL..!!  For my friends who going to attend his concert, enjoy till the max ya..it will be a awesome show..!! ♥♥

falling in love ♥♥

I suppose that everyone has experienced how does it feel when you falling love to somebody ^^


People find love everywhere , on line , in the office ,through friends or just bumping into a stranger down the street and have the chemistry of falling in love at first sight. Finding love and falling in love is not easy especially true love which gives you so much pleasure and also pain at times with all the emotional up and down , a person have to go through by falling in love.Then again is an experience that does not happen everyday , you can love someone but you are not in love with them so if you happen to find someone to fall in love with , then you are lucky to have experience the feeling of falling in love. The adrenaline of your heart beating and rushing and making you feel alive. If without the feeling of love then you will always feel something is missing and your heart is empty.


Falling hopelessly in love is overwhelming and just swept a person totally off their feet. They could not control how they feel and that strong feeling of love just overflow all over , you can see it in their eyes , they sparkle with love . They just look so happy and beautiful because of love. Their physical appearance changes so much and you cant help wondering why they look so different , the glow of happiness wrote all over their face. These are all signs of someone falling in love and feeling love in their heart. Love have given them this new aura and they are projecting it out from within , the happiness of being in love. That special person just make them feel alive and they feel they could conquer the world. *yea, this is the power of LOVE*

I miss YOU..sigh..!! >__<